Navi

Yos, Back to blogging. Finally got time again. Ya, like finally!?!?!

Born This Way cover by Navi. It's damn nice. The song is not bad, but Navi sings it brilliantly. Dunno why, it justs seems so much nicer. Plus the fact that it's played using a piano. I prefer the less noisy and more relaxing type so ya, that's why I like this version better. Navi MAKES it sound better. Dunno Navi?? Go listen to her song Well Done. Power voice.:)

Getting forgetful nowadays. Cant seem to remember things. Always forgetting to do my homework. Ya, I referring to Biology. How did I actually forget to it?? Makes things so complicated now. Also not worth the time. Mess up everything.

Change of seats today. Move all the way to the front beind Seh Hian, beside Samuel. Sian, so front, cant 'rest' during lessons when I am tired. Cant watch shows during lessons also. Must do homework cause teachers check my very easily cause so front. Bye Darrell. No more Dream Highing during lessons now. And talking of other stuff, especially Korea.

Homework so much now. Why does the homework seem to increase at the time when my competition is coming closer?? It's odd. Tomorrow homework I dunno how to do when I reach home at 9. Friday after training probably going watch nz and Haozhe Debate.

Argh... Homework. Why????

Navi sings damn nice right?? While reading did you go hear her Well Done?? Hello hello hello hello hello dun cry dun cry dun cry dun hello~~~~

Less than a fortnight left.


Suzy is pretty. Suzy is cute.

Everything...

I want to know your name, sign, everything.

Everything you do interests me. Literally.

The way you talk, the way you act. What you are thinking. It all makes me so interested and attracted.



Suzy is pretty. Suzy is cute~

Coming...

Super busy nowadays. dun even have time for myself. Homework keeps coming like there is no end. Training hours extended by 1 more hour on thursdays. Saturday have training too.

On to training... I am improving, based on my opinion. And the coaches of course. Target? Top 4. It all seems too impossible given the strength of my competitors. REALLY strong. But I will do well. My hard work WILL pay off. Training with pain in both my shins. I dun now wats the problem. Walking hurts a little. Jogging and running, it hurts quite bad. Cant be a shin split. I probably pulled or strained something, but the injury have been there for quite some time. It comes and goes..

Nothing really much have happened. Normal life. School, training and homework. Hardly have time to rest. But this is the life for everyone else also??

Competition is coming soon. 5-16 april. Got time come support me:) Greatly appreciated. But I noe it's impossible. My event at 1230 so yea, you people are in school. Crap, I think Abel injured himself. Hope it's not serious and recover soon. He is our hope of a top 4. Our team event cant afford any one injured, we have NO reserves...

Off to do homework.. So much. I can do it.


Suzy is pretty. Suzy is cute.

Just

Suzy is pretty. Suzy is cute.



Suzy is pretty. Suzy is cute.

Nothing

First day of school over. Nothing much.

Downloading the whole Dream High. Watch on bus and in school during free time.

Blog when hav things and when time. Tomorrow confirm cannot.




Suzy is pretty. Suzy is cute.

Nothing...

How to start? What to start? Holidays are, cannot be described. Poof, it's saturday already. One week gone in a flash just like that. Then school starts. And it will be an extremely tiring period.

Duno what to say. Nothing much has happened. The same normal life. Work, TV, computer. That's about. Hardly ever go fb now. Just check see for notifications. Then go see people blog. Then stare at the computer and listen to music. All these equals slacking.

Training draining lots of energy. Do all the stunts. Whole body pain. I think I have never tried so hard before. This has got to be the first time I am actually trying. And I want it all to be worthwhile. Cut myself many times while training. Din even noe I cut myself until I bathing the water touch the wound have that stinging sensation. Lucky all is small cuts. Nothing much, wash can already.

Erm, I cut my hair to very short. Almost bald but not. A bit shorter than normally last time. Feel less burdened now. Lesser weight on my head. Not so heavy. People say nice, I take as compliment.

Downloading probably ALL of IU songs. All her songs are like serenades, so calming. Plus her beautiful voice. Just so perfect. Relaxing.

Suzy so pretty. Suzy so cute. ~_~

Dreaming...

Nothing much to blog about. Rather boring holiday. Never go out. Only go to school for training. Yesterday training very tiring. Trying very hard. I feel I am the weakest link in the whole team. Cannot disappoint. Dun wan to disappoint also. Must train very hard.

Two full routines again yesterday. First one I swear I did my best. Tried too hard. Many mistakes. Second time I pushed myself more. Resulted in much improved one. Probably the best I have done so far. Jiao lian ask me go drink some kind of 'jiu' to strengthen my body. I went home ask my mum to buy. Surprise surprise, at home have already. Drank before I slept last night. Coach say everday must drink. Later drinking again. Damn nice. Really like 'jiu', can feel the body inside burning.

Did A math today. Completed. Much finish a lot tomorrow. Try very hard. But tomorrow still have training.. Ahyo, sure tired and no energy do work. How?!?!?! Much finish... Watch TV again today. 6 straight hours non stop while doing homework.

Now just finish downloading lots of songs. Old and new ones. Missing out on many. Very long never download. Spent like 1 hour till now come blog. Also nothing to blog about.

I think Kim Soo Hyun very handsome. Next Asian superstar. Do me proud. Will always support him. Here's a song he sang.

Although his pitch a bit flat, still quite good for someone that is NOT a singer.

HWAITING!!!

Suzy is pretty. Suzy is cute.

Perfect...

HAHA. Nice or not my blogskin?? Dear Suzy, seriously the prettiest so far. Unbeatable. Pretty. Cute. Everything that I like. So basically, I like her:) I mean, who wouldn't right?

Holiday? Haven feel it yet. Dun even have that feeling las... Like not enough sleep. Try to laze in bed, close my eyes. Feel like 10 minutes, I open and see the time, only like a minute pass. Boring. OK, maybe not. Spend my time watching my shows. Jungle Fish 2 and Dream High. Jungle Fish 2 is a nice show. Relevant to the society now, where grades are important, and lots of pressure on the students to perform. Finished watching the whole thing in like 2 days? Spam la, that's why. Should go watch. Interesting show.

Dream High? AWESOME!!!! Last episode over yesterday. I LOVE SUZY!!!! Her expressionless look, hack care attitude, is funny. Lots of humour in the show, laugh till stomachache. Plus the characters quite handsome and pretty. Got IU!!:D

So tv everyday, homework also dun feel like doing. I know I shouldn't be like this, but... Hais, there's always a but. ALWAYS.

But. But I watch the shows is while RESTING. So it's a good excuse for me to watch. Tired ma. Training so hiong, chiong like duno wat, few breaks, plus the extra effort I am putting in. Top 4. Cant keep saying I want, must do something to contribute. So how? Train super, ultra, uber hard. Push myself all the way. Less than a month. Now or never.

Yesterday spend the whole day in school. Morning wake up at 630 to go school. Training at 8. So early in the morning, I like zombie walking. Somemore full day training. Reach school just on time. Have to. Jiao lian say every ONE SECOND 5 rounds frog jump around the track. I dun want, so come early. Met at school hall, everyone come liao, I like the latest BUT on time. PHEW! Roll out the gymnastics carpet. Cant use ISH, got the primary school they all using. Wah, the carpet can smell the swedish perfume! JOKING. Dun have. I wont go smell. Later can faint, duno how dirty.

Did stretching on the mat. As usual, I over there crapping, making all the stupid jokes, disturb ppl. Atmosphere quite nice, ppl laughing, not so serious. Early morning, everyone all tired, make them laugh so they more awake. Go to splits there, I slack as usual, pain ma. So just do a bit. After all the stretching, we all go do 'common moves' or basic moves. Part of stretching. Keep forgetting one move. Second jiao lian ask me what I doing. LOL

C Div slack as usual. Play play play. Everytime also like that. B div all quite serious. Last year already. Plus we lack experience, only got Lee An and Abel. That wont stop us do. MUST WIN.

Done with that go take weapon. My beloved stick. Sadded I not using him for competition. WHY? Cause my jiao lian buying new one for me! Yipees! Specially for me, then after competition I pass it on to my tudi, Nicholas. Jia Liang and Matthew also getting their own one. Take already, we make arrangement for who go train first. HAHA. I last. Save the best for the last right? No la. Cause arranged by weapon, so I train last.

Jiao Lian say by this training must do 2 full routine. Matthew and I were like what!?!?! You Hong was like wt_!?! Ok lor, anyway is 2 times, not much time left before coms, just ping. C div they all mostly went first. Train finish they all go pluck leaves from the trees and play around. I ask Jia Liang go stop them, he went, they throw the leaves at him. Matthew saw and very pissed. He go scold them and pump them. After that they stopped. Did my first routine. Yea, receive praises. For the good first half of it, second half no strength. I asked Abel if it was good, he gave me a thumbs up. HAHA, yay, should be quite good then. Abel leh...

Rest awhile. Then my turn again. Second time was pretty much screwed. Tired by then slready. All the mistakes came out. Need improvement. I wonder my standard out there is what? Hopefully a top 8. C div people started playing with the leaves again. We just ignore them. They dun want listen we also cannot do anything right? They put the leaves in a bottle then add water, come us me whether I want drink it, is vegetable juice-_-

Train till like 11 plus. Keep carpet and free time after that. Mrs Tai super nice, ordered pizza for all of us. Have to wait for pizza, so nothing to do, we went play basketball. Quite fun. In the hot sun, I more tanned now. Played till like 12 then the pizza came. Got one whole big one for me, but I know cannot finish, so share with other people.

Tricked Lee An to come training. Tell him got pizza and afternoon got st nicks gymnast coming train with us. Only the pizza thing true. LOL, Lee An really come. He play dota then never come in the morning. You Hong and Abel trick him say he dota noob, say You Hong pawned him in public. Then Lee An so blur go admit, really tot true. Prank continued and Lee An din noe. We wanted to tell him but in the end everyone forgot about it. Epic. Tomorrow go disturb:)

Finish eating then play basketball again. Then went to sleep for 10 minutes before training resumed. Trained with a strained groin, I think I pulled it or something. But can la, can endure so continue. Whole training on group event. B Div totally tired like shit, all no strength but still push on. C div keep playing, slack slack.

Jiao lian see B div not putting enough effort, call us for talk. Say he wan give up on c div already. Ask us to put in more effort if not he pull the whole b div out. So we trained with renewed vigour. Dun wan disappoint him, and ourselves.

Lee An super nice. Break time help me massage my sore ankles.:)

So we trained really hard till end of training. We dun care c div, Keep playing and slacking.

Disappointed with the C div. Their talent, enough to become champions. Hands down, no arguements. Even with some mistakes, 2nd at least. 10 members, 8 are dsa. But they keep playing slacking, thinking that they win championship already like that. I see like only Jesse seriously training. The rest sit one side duno doing what. They lack discipline, and have no respect for us. B div also cannot scold them. They more talented, what to do?

B div. Lack talent, only have Lee An and Abel. Rest all untested. However, we really noe that hard work will pay off. Individually we may not be up to standard, but as a team, our 3-4 years bond will no doubt be priceless for our run to the top 4 placing, even champions. WHY NOT??

Training tomorrow. Whole body aching. Sore muscles. Abdominal muscles hurt from all the core exercises yesterday. Back ache. Calves seem strained. Hope I recover in time. Or not tomorrow's training will be crazy.

Isnt Suzy just so pretty? And cute? Im in love with her....


I somehow find you sand I collide... CRASH. BANG. KABOOM.

1,2,3...

Time really flies.. Fast too. Three months into the year already... I look back and see what I have done so far. Pretty much nothing. Studies failed miserably. Getting PTM, not something good. Bad results speak for themselves, and the reason I had my special invitation was underperformance. Spoke with Matthew a long time ago, and we both agreed that it is indeed FRUSTRATING to enter the school as one of the top performers and yet get into the state we are in now. How we fell and how the rest have rose.

Last day of school was a tiring one. Training drained up lots of energy, and I had to stay to help out at the PTM. Towards the end I passed something to Saras, and we had a long chat. Details will not be revealed, cause it's really personal... She's really a nice person though, what I found out from the chat, not saying she isn't. She does really care lots about the class, and our progress as one... Things I learnt from the conversation. First, it's ok not to have any ambition for now. Second, results are not everything.. Third, it's the process that is important towards getting the good results, not the result itself, even though it's important to a certain extent. Using training excuse for my poor results, the teachers are accepting it for now, but when it's all over, I have no more excuses...

Floorball. Champions. Well done. I wonder if we will be in the same position...

I'm super exhausted now. Will blog about what happened today probably tomorrow..

Nice blogskin?? Thank you:):)

Soon..

Sorry back to the all skin...

Will update and edit the skin when I have the time... Too much homework already.... I try asap when I have the time... I will post and update then alsooo...


See ya soon:)

CUU...

Confused, unhappy and upset....

Someone help me?!?!?!

Smiles:):):):)

When I recalled the compliments I heard among the crowd on saturday, I just cant help but smile...

Nid meet Coach + HOD of PE tomorrow... Wonder if it's good or bad.. Principal maybe coming too.... I wonder wonder....

Transition..

Many things have happened these few days, or rather the week.... The highs and the lows, the happy stuff and the sad things...

Truth is, reality is indeed harsh... Things dun always go our way... What we want, we dun always get it...

So these changes... Maybe it's just the transitional stage.... The stage where you suddenly feel so many things you previously never felt, learn many other things that we dont know, and come to realise actually how little we know truly about ourselves, and the people around us...

This stage, such significance... Made me realise so many things.... Life is not that simple.... Not as simple as I perceive it to be, not as easy I want it to be... The week's been a long one, and a tiring one at it too... Yet, its importance cannot be underlined in words... Everybody will go through it I guess, some already have, some are waiting to....

Results are out... Should I be happy or sad?? Mixed emotions... Those that I have done well in previously was horrible, those poor last time improved tremendously... Upset initially, but somebody did really change my perception of it... It's not always as bad as it looks... On the bright side, I failed only one, and realise how much effort I need to put in to reach the expectations that I have established for myself...

Consolation will be saying that there are ppl out there doing worse than me... No one is born stupid... It's the work you put in....

An example would be floorball.. Congratulations on your first top 4... Sorry but I dun think I can go watch ur upcoming matches... Back to the point, floorball was established only 4 years back.. No dsa, but their B div have made it to their maiden top 4... Talent aside, they hav to put in hard work for 4 years to come this far.... Conclusion?? Hard work is crucial, for a difference to be made....


I know I din do my best... And the truth is I am glad I din do my best... I may regret not giving it my best shot, but this time it's different...

Tired from training.. One more month to competition... Off to my homework now...