Letter to my beloved...

Before i start my letter, I shall do a recap on what I have been doing... Firstly, WELCOME BACK MR ER!!!!!!!! Hope u got this poor man who cant go overseas some souvenirs.... Speaking of this, I WANT to MIGRATE when I saved enough money...

Past few days doing work.. Today too... Did with Desmond and Wilson.. Then went to play soccer... The always a joker me attempted a flick on the ball, and poof, I was on the slippery floor cause the northeast part of SG where I stayed rained... Extra la me, now got cut on my arm... Though not pain, used to it le... Fall like infinite times in my life... Once a joker, always a joker I guess??

Played basketball 1v1 with Des and Wilson... Won Des 5-0.. Then play with Wilson.. Losing 3-0 when epic moment came.... He FELL DOWN!!! Chasing after the ball then turn then fall... Super funny and epic lor... 5 straight points for me after that, ended 5-3... Then went back home to clean my dirty pants.... I am still fuming from my fall... Zzzzzzz...

Now for my letter to my beloved.....


Dear__________

Thank you for being part of my life... I got to know you better in primary school through Track... I had a really great time with you... That was probably one of the moments in my life where I felt I was really me... After all, my parents were totally unconvinced and unhappy and did not want me to join Track.... But you showed them that it was the right way for me....

I know you are recently in pain... I want to help you, but I dun noe how to... Do you noe, when you feel pain, I feel that pain too??? You helped me a lot, I am thankful for that... Despite all difficulties, you have stick with me to the very end... You always never give up, no matter how tiring and painful it is... When I see you giving your all despite all odds, I am spurred on too...

I want to give you protection, but what I can give is not enough to protect you from the pain... I am trying my best... After all, I am a partly responsible for your current state... I put you through so much and made you feel the pinch... 4 years ago it all started... Though you recovered shortly after, that was enough to make me change part of my life.... We had a great two years then on and we never failed each other... Till now...

We have become so close... Like one... You are one reason why I stand out from my peers... The strength that you gave me, it was something that not many other people would have ever gotten... You made me different from others... Stand up above others....

But there are no doubts, absolutely no doubts at all, that I will ease your pain... No matter how deep, no matter how hard, I will be there.... There to change it all... I'm sorry to put you through so many changes of me... Changing every few years... It's difficult to adapt to the changes, but you did so brilliantly.... No complaints, just encouragements.... That was you...

Having been with me for so long, you did not change a single bit... Not at all... I still see and feel the same old you... Never let me down.... You never ever... I'm sorry I din noe of your pain, until I felt it myself... You could have told me, but you kept it to yourself....Till I felt it personally, I never knew....

The difference between you and me, is change... I changes, you did not... Silent you may be, but I really hope that you will tell me next time.... Dun shoulder and take all the pain yourself...

If there is someone to share it with, it's me....

If there is someone to give it to, it's me....

If there is someone you want to pour your feelings to, it's me...

If there is someone who will be forever there for you, it's me....

The pain you have, cannot be healed easily... But I want to be there to be part of the recovery... I can be the cure... You have done so much for me.... It's time for me to do something for you....

Dun hesitate... Dun be reluctant.... Because this time, it's different.... And the difference is me....

Lots of love and forever,
Your only...

Short...

Training tomorrow..

Tired from today... Supposed to be my rest day, ended up spending it outside...

Chionging homework tomorrow... Not much left, but hope to complete soon...

See you for now...

Tired...

Quick one.. Just like me....

Training in the morning... Super tired... Not helping me is my right knee, some problems down there... Hope it recovers... Think i will be seeing doctor on sunday or sth... Hope it's not too serious... I dun want a lengthy injury spell.... I am bushed to the max from today... Any ideas on how to get energy quick, to be energised or sth quickly???

Went out till now... Tomorrow still going out.... Sighs....


I promise to do my best in everything I do now... I dont want to disappoint people...

Bye... Show start liao.... My ideal!!!

Awake...

Woke up at 4...

Going back to sleep now...

Waking up in 1 hour for training....

Guess what I was doing

Will blog later.... I try... Isn't my blog song nice???

Yawns....

Flashes and Glances...

Those flashes...

Those glances...

Was it meant for me???

Though you may not be

Could you be???

Different you are to me...

Am I the same way to you???

Though you cant be it

I still like it...

She..

As boring as it can be...

Gone... White, came and went...

I dont know means I dont know...

I like you means I like you...

Do I look like I am joking???


Super bored... Nothing to do except homework... Everyone all so busy... No one to talk to also...


My ideal type..

Isnt she cute???

All you need to be is cute... I have no high expectations... Even if you are not, I may just.....

Bye!!! ( Signing off with a sigh)

Ottokae???

Nothing much to post about.... Really bored... No one to play or talk to... At least I found my long lost basketball....

Life's
tough...
harsh...
tiring...
boring...

Ottokae???

Season...

I am fickle... I keep changing my mind... I cant keep my attention to one thing for long... Object, subject or people... It just keep changing.... When they is something attractive there, I go there... Then when another thing grabs my attention, I go over to the other side...

I am indecisive... I cant make up my mind... Have you ever seen me make a decision on the spot??? I will keep thinking and no answer will come out... I cant seem to make a firm decision on ANYTHING AT ALL...

I change like how the season change... I decide like when the sky drops... Plus or minus??? I dont know.... Good or bad??? I also dont know... I cant give you promises.... I am fickle and indecisive... I can only give everything that short attention span... How sort or long, it depends on the next breeze that brings me away... To another place...

Promises that I make are always broken... Unreliable??? Certainly... Liar??? Surely... Intentionally... Never.... That's just me... No actions, just those few empty promises...

Dun have high expectations of me... Better still, keep it as low as possible... That way, you wont be hurt... That way, I wont be hurt to see you hurt...

I dun like being fickle... That means I will never settle down... This person, to the next, and to the next, then to the next.... This job, to that job, and to that job... This place to another place.... I change like the season change.... As cold as winter, as active as spring, as vibrant and hot as summer, and as restless as when autumn arrives and leaves drop to the ground... Like a chameleon, changing to the surroundings....

Indecisiveness.... No this, no that, but maybe can... A possibility to every option, but no concrete selection... That's like wanting all the trees in the forests... But not selecting any.... Everything seems right, and each have its wrong.... To take or not??? To be or not??? To do or not??? To go or not??? Making a decision is easy but I make it seem so difficult for myself....

The rate I am changing, is more often then you are changing your clothes... From her, to her and then to her... Finally, it all goes back to her... To choose her, or her, or her??? And then decide to wait...

Cant seem to get anything right.... Keep changing what I want, what I like.... Nothing seems to suit me... Greedy, or maybe just not suitable from the start?? Or just not to be???

I knew this in me long ago... It became evident recently till I am frustrated with it... Any advice or criticism to say??? Now's your chance... I let my defences and guard down....

Just for you.....

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Time for the happier part... Erhmmm... ( Flicks fingers, clench and unclench fist...) Not mood swing... Really happy...

YAY!!!!! IU won on M countdown today... Thats so good.... Totally deserve it... Though sadly, she has stopped her 3 octave live.... Haizz... Miss it...

What I am going to say would make girls angry... LOL... But still going to say it anyway... GD and Top.... Their new song.... Is unique in a certain way.... Dont understand why people seem to like it.... I dun really like it... Musically, it just cannot make it... I saw their stage performance and my jaws dropped for the wrong reason... 'Oh yeah' was the lyrics for like the last 40 seconds of the song.... Certainly was not the standard of people from Big Bang...

I realised that most of them were female supporters... Unless I am a female, I guess I will never understand whats so nice about their song.... But based on person/singer, I am ok... But the songs were........ Am open for comments... But not criticism....

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I already saw you in that corner
Dun run when you see me
Cause I know it's you

Dun hide when I see you
Cause I already saw you

Tell me
If I did something wrong....

Dream it....

Christmas
that’s what I want
Fall in love this Christmas
that’s what I need

Fall in love this Christmas
This Christmas
This Christmas
Fall in love

I just wanna be in love this Christmas.
The present that I want is only this.
To fall in love

Lonely winter night again
Walking along the street by myself
Chilly wind gets into my clothes
It makes my heart chilly

Among many people I look their happy faces.
Smiling for a long time, I turn around lonely in the end.
Moving my steps

I don’t wanna be alone this Christmas.
I want to meet somebody Like the couples on other streets
I want to share lovely words.
That’s all I want.

As time passes, I think I get weary by loneliness.
I can’t be accustomed to it.
I feel I am alone more and more.
I want to smile this year.

Like the figures on the movies.
Under pretty Christmas trees
Sharing presents together and spending nights

I just wanna be in love this Christmas.
That’s the only present I want.
To fall in love

I am scared of repeatedly coming winter.
Sweet carol stings my heart since it is too scary.
Splendid lights in the city make me sad.
Tears in my eyes

Oh no. not any more, now. No Christmas
If I can turn over the calendar,
I want to skip December every year.
I feel hurt and lonely.

I don’t want to stay alone.
I don’t want sad Christmas any more.
I wish my dream comes true this time.
I wish my dream comes true

I don’t wanna be alone this Christmas.
I want to meet somebody Like couples on the other streets
I want to share lovely words.
That’s all I want.

I just wanna be in love this Christmas.
That’s the only present that I want.
To fall in love

To fall in love this Christmas
that’s what I want
To fall in love this Christmas
that’s what I need
To fall in love this Christmas
This Christmas This Christmas
To fall in love this Christmas

I just wish. This year..
It’ll be different.
No more lonely Christmas.
I wanna fall in love this Christmas.


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Christmas is just around the corner... Time sure pass very fast...Before you know it, it's going to be the end of the year already... Lonely again... Wilson gone to Penang till 29... Others going overseas.... Anyway, made 'accomplishments' today... Completed 5 questions for Bio... YAYAYAY?!?!?!! Should have been done long ago but I dragged... As always.. Typical me... Always wait till the last minute... Sorry people if I have done that to you when it comes to you...

Was reading Er's post on dreams... Quite meaningful, if only he would elaborate... Which I will from my perspective... Dreams are what everyone has.... It is a target set by one's own expectations of himself... Yupyup, it's actually your expectation of yourself, that's what dreams are actually... What we want to be or have... But whether dreams can be realised, be reached or just remain a dream, it all depends on yourself....

Work... Hard work... That is the important thing....No work is equal to no effort, which result in no results.... Lionel Messi was not born a soccer player.. He was born a baby like everyone else.... He had 24 hours a day, just like us... He did not start kicking a ball the moment he developed his legs in his mother's womb... What did he do to achieve what he has??? Work, effort... Dribbling a ball while walking to train ball control.... That's work, that's effort, not plain stupidity....

Not only that, he was born short... Did he complain??? Did it stop him from being the world's best footballer??? Did that stop him from being top currently in the Castrol's ranking, which is probably the most accurate calculation of a player's performance??? No... Then how??? Genius is what people call him... Is he one??? No, he is a result of his own actions.... The result of what he has put into his life....

Dreams.... Dreams are easy to dream, but difficult to realise... Dreams are far from reality, but it can become reality... Dreams, everyone have, but who works towards it???



Dun blame your team for a loss... If you put in enough work, no matter how poor, you can singlehandedly bring them up... Blame no one... Things do not go right when not enough effort is put into it... Your work will inspire the people around you... Your work can bring your team to greater heights... One man can lift a team, individual talent/work can change a game... The work put in, is the pivot... To let the people around you down, or to work hard, and lift them to???



Dream your dream... Work your dream.... Dont just dream.... Dont just think... Do it.... Change your dream into reality... Or it will forever just be a nightmare of your life...

To end, I was talking to Wilson about dreams... As in dream girl.. Sorry for the abrupt change... One word to describe.... Sotong... That's what I want.. Up to you to think...

Simple is perfect.... Afterall...

First...

Just passed my 100th posts... WOW!! Milestone... Went out since the morning... Seriously boring... Cant believe I am saying this, but would have rather stayed at home to complete my holiday homework... Which left quite a lot...

Ok, my three octave girl won Inkigayo today... Celebrations!!!! She deserved it, the first single award she ever received in her career, and it will certainly not be her last... Wished she could share it with me... She really still a child... Cutie... Anyway, here's her performance..

She din do it today.. Cause she has been straining her vocals... So trying to rest it... Do take care of your voice IU, and good luck in your studies...



New year coming... Groups coming out with their calendars... Here's the behind the scene of SNSD calender shoot...

Noodles... Do you love them??? I love noodles, especially when I cook them myself... Udon, Udon!!!

Lastly... JYP performing with Miss A on Sketchbook... How often do you see the BOSS performing with his employees... Lol, kind of find Fei nice looking....

Cant seem to get over her wonderful voice... Funny thing was that her mum threatened to disown IU cause she talked too much about Taeyang...LOL.. Love her..

For now...

Request..

Profile picture is her... Background picture also her... Computer background also her... Haha how interesting...

New wishes... What I wish for... Many things, but exactly what I dun noe... All I know is that I want something...

Nothing much to post about... No point straining my brains anyway... Haha, I ran 100m in 5.5s and 400m is 27s.. Believe??? No la, is my handphone app, Finger race... Is 100cm and 400 cm respectively... Hehe, I have fast fingers!!!>< Though I guess I am more well known for having fast legs...

Wilson request me to post about girls... Not what u think, is what and how I think they influence my life... Well, on this, I have not really experience it before, so not much I can say about it right?? Wait till I get one ba... That means I am available!!! Yay, finally!!! Ya right, let me find some space to fit you into my life first or maybe convince me to find some...

I think girls change my life in the way I think.. A whole new perspective... You know, a girl's view... How different our world are from their world... Erm, I shall skip the production part cause I guess you wont be interested yet... Having a girl now is good cause they are meticulous, I think, so work can be done easier sth like that... Furthermore, they are more effective a shoulder to lie on... As in vice versa too... I cant really say much cause I have not that much experience and I dun want to recall my last one cause it was not sweet... ya, most of your dun noe... I never say what... All I can say it was my fault and circumstances??? I dunnoe...

Surprising that Darrell is single.. Im not... We have rather similar personalities... Same thoughts bla bla bla... He's too busy er doing I dunnoe how to explain... Difficult to say but I know la...

Girls girls girls.... You are my booooo.... WHo knows the singer??? **

3 octave and a thought...

SISTAR

Rainbow

Miss A

CN Blue

Son Dambi

Ft. Island

SHINee

SG Wannabe

2AM

2PM

Now.. This is special... Special to me... Worth a lot to me...

Check out her three octave hit! YOU ARE MY NEW *********!

Sistar & After School & Girls Day & Rainbow & NS Yoon Ji - Special Stage

SG Wannabe & Super Junior & SHINee - My Everything

Homme - I Was Able To Eat Well

IU & Seulong - Nagging

Beast & SHINee & ZE:A - Magic Girl

T-ara - I Go Crazy Because Of You

Secret - Magic

Secret - Madonna

T-ara - Ya Ya Ya

Kara - Jumping

Kara - Lupin

SNSD - Oh, 훗(Hoot)

Super Junior - Bonamana

Thats all the performances today for the special Music Bank episode today.. Just for your to see cause there were many performances... SNSD, SHINee Super Junior all coming back, this surely cannot be missed!! The shock though, is that KARA's Lupin actually won SNSD's Hoot.. While SNSD did not disappoint by taking the No 1 spot, I was surprised that there was no 2PM songs in the top 20... Instead, Miss A performed better by taking the No 5 spot... Yep, Miss A was certainly the real bright spot this year for JYP, with 2PM faltering... At least 2AM did do well, getting a commendable second spot...

That said, just a thought of mine.. Will SNSD falter next year??? After all, it is hard to sustain and deliver up to the enormous expectations that everyone has of them... Furthermore, it is normal for people to get bored with them after a while... And with the upcoming girl groups like SISTAR, Miss A, Rainbow and f(x), can SNSD deliver??? Not to mention, there will be 5 more NEW girl groups coming out in January next year... SNSD will no doubt face strong competition and huge pressure to maintain their current status... And it does not help that a research show that SNSD may well have reached their peak already... Will SNSD be able to hold on, or crash under the sheer heavy weight of the everyone's expectation??? Tell me your thoughts on this...


Still cant get over that three octave hit... So young, so cute , so pretty, so innocent, how was that possible???

IMPORTANT..

Ok.. This only applies to kpop fans.. Tomorrow Music Bank has special performances to wrap up the year... You can watch from the stream on my blog(thank me) or on KBS world at 4.50... May start earlier so tune in earlier if you do not want to miss the following performances...

It features SISTAR, Rainbow, miss A, CNBLUE, Son Dambi, SG Wannabe, Super Junior, SHINee, Homme, IU, 2AM, F.T. Island, B2ST, 4minute, T-ara, SECRET, KARA, SNSD, 2PM, After School, Girl’s Day, NS Yoon Ji and ZE:A.

Special performances:

- SNSD (“Oh!” & “Hoot”)

- KARA (“Lupin” & “Jumping”)

- Super Junior (“BONAMANA”)

- IU & Seulong (“Nagging”)

- Homme – Changmin & Lee Hyun (“I Was Able To Eat Well”)

- After School & Rainbow & SISTAR & Girl’s Day & NS Yoon Ji

- ‘Music Bank Caramel’: SHINee & Beast & ZE:A

- SG Wannabe & Super Junior & SHINee (“My Everything”)

Also not to be missed are:
- SISTAR (“Push Push” + “How Dare You”)

- Rainbow (“A” + “Mach”)

- miss A (“Bad Girl Good Girl” + “Breathe”)

- CNBLUE (“Love” + “I’m A Loner”)

- Son Dambi (“Queen” + “db Rider”)

- F.T. Island (“Love Love Love”)

- BEAST & 4minute (“Soom” + “Huh” + Dance Performance)

- T-ara & SECRET (“I Go Crazy Because Of You” + “Magic” + “Madonna” + “Yayaya”)

- SHINee (“Lucifer”)

- SG Wannabe (“Sunflower”)

- 2AM (“Can’t Let You Go Even If I Die” + “You Wouldn’t Answer My Calls”>

- 2PM (“Without U” + “I’ll Be Back”)

That's all...

Maybe I should change my bg to IU... She has matured><

Change...

LOL.. So it was not the font huh?? Fine, So I changed the picture... Hopefully no complains anymore...

Er, the idea by Darrell and Wilson to take the MRT around Singapore still on??? I was thinking of going to T1 to see planes.. Haha..

Firstly, thanks to Seh Hian for that album... Also, how do your like the stream??? Good??? I will make it wider and a bit bigger... As long as it does not eat into my posts... Arrgh, I just shift it... Whatever...

Watching the result of my own actions now... My dear stream... Bye:) Annyeong..

And oh, dun yo think Kim Yuna is cool?? The ice skater.

KPOP

People.. Thank me... I just added a stream for KpopMUSIC SHOWS LIVE... Here,s the schedule..

Schedule (In Korean Standard Time):
Thursday - Mnet Countdown 18:00 KST
Friday - KBS Music Bank 17:50 KST
Saturday - MBC Music Core 16:10 KST
Sunday - SBS Inkigayo 16:10 KST

Korea time is an hour faster.

Thank me Kpop LOVERS!!!!!

I believe...

You’ll never enjoy your life,
living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
how you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
it’s time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines...

Try to have no regrets
even if it’s just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead
if you keep living behind

Stuck in my same position,
you deserve so much more
There’s a whole world around us,
just waiting to be explored

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now, just let it go

The world will force you to smile
I’m here to help you notice the rainbow
Cause I know,
What’s in you is out there

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines...

I’m trying to be patient, I’m trying to be patient
the first step is the hardest, the hardest
I know you can make it,
go ahead and take it

I’m Waiting, waiting, just waiting I’m waiting
I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines...

You’ll never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?

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Inspirations... Aspirations... These are needed to take us to the top... Finding them is easy... Keeping them and following them is a different story...

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Training resumes tomorrow.. Actually is yesterday, but I had to send my brother to the airport... I was in total awe... It's been a long time since I went to terminal 1.. Like probably 7 years already??? Not as fortunate as others, who can go overseas every year... Earlier this year, I went to China... Maybe u did not know, but I was not keen to coming back... I really enjoyed every moment... I not sure about you, but do you savour every moment when you leave this country???

A whole new perspective... A different view of the world... I dun frequently travel, and when I went to the airport yesterday, I had the urge to go overseas... Speaking in truth, I have only went to 2 countries in my life... So in my face, dun say what a waste u couldn't go, it was super nice...

I am not rich, neither am I poor... I am not that lucky to be able to go overseas every year or once in 2 years... Dun lament to anybody how u wished u could have gone there instead of that, because I, do not have a chance to even go where u are going...

I said it before... Dun think about what others have that you dont have, but think about what you have that others do not have... I am really saving money now, every bit possible... After the Os, if my parents permit, I plan to go solo overseas... And I am planning to do that with my friends... Will discuss with you all...

A conversation with Seh Hian yesterday made me realised something... I will keep it to myself... But I am not changing my future decision... Because, really, I dun see anything just yet that convinces me...

Next topic.. Kpop... Yep, Christmas is coming, so as expected, groups are releasing songs that are relevant to it... Group I am indulging in right now is SISTAR... New song super addictive... Crash Bora was horrendous... So painful.. There was a loud thump... Must have been really really painful... And scary to watch too...

Planning to watch new Korean dramas when I have the time... Those newly released ones... Anw, I have Twitter... Who have, pls tag and tell me ur account name or follow me... Tweet tweet....

Is this a long post??? I have a feeling it will not really be... Hows the font colour???

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I strongly believe....
that we should all be appreciated


Hwaiting!!!!!

PwettyGirl

Ho ho ho... Who is thiis pweetty girl??? Nice or not???

She is kissing ME not YOU!!!!!

Hahaha... Due to a very valuable feedback from a valued person, I decided to value his valued opinion and make valued changes... Hope you valued readers will value it...

Now I need valued opinions... The font colour, any suggestions??? I have very bad colour combinations... So ya, I need some comments and suggestions on the colour... If possible, give me the code for it too... Thank you very much....

My posts are getting shorter though I feel like I am typing longer... How ironic... Expressing my vocabulary here... Wich reminds me of the english homework.... 7 books too read... Of which, I have probably already read about 2... Phew, and oh no....

Spend 2 hours sourcing for geog articles while my neighbour's dog circled around me repeatedly... 2 hours, and I found about only FIVE articles... Furthermore, I dun even noe if it is relevant to the topic also... Just cut... LOL...

Holidays so long.. Never see me for so long.... Miss me or not??? Miss my jokes??? I noe la, life seem so happy and fruitful when you hear my jokes right??? Hahaha..

Annyeong for now, I off to do my homework.... So much, OTTOKAE???

For the other half...

Holidays are boring... Real boring... I dun know for you but for me, it's like that.. Maybe it is because I dun go out much... In the four walls of my house, all that I do these few days are doing my homework... Speaking about homework, who have any of the english books so that I can borrow them to read???

Lesser tags these days... It's the holidays so technically there should be more tags... But I guess cause have many people going overseas during this period... Or probably too busy doing homework of cca...

Spent the past few days doing homework... Completed most of physics left revision before doing those I dun noe... Math I did about 2 papers of the 4... Bio I am left with structured and revision... English, I need the books... Geog is left completely untouched... Which means I need to start tomorrow... Time to flip through newspapers... That's about it....

Dull... That's the word for my life now... I need a partner to confide in... Someone who would lend a listening ear and a shoulder when I need it... Someone to talk to, play with... It's will be interesting to share feelings with others, as you tell them your secrets and they tell you yours.. Some kind of mutual feeling and understanding... And this cannot be achieved unless it's the opposite gender... Cant even imagine how long I have not talked to any of my friends... Since Wilson left for Japan, Tuesday that is, I have not talked to anyone of my friends...

I am so tempted... Cant resist the urge... I want it... But I cant get it... It's hard to suppress the urge you know... Especially when you want it so much... Someone help me???!!!

Heloo

Hello parody as promised.. Will blog when have time... Which is probably tomorrow... Annyeong!!!

Souvenir....

Hope you people enjoyed the Lucifer parody... If you dun laugh at least once watching the video, you are not human... Unless, of course,it.s your second time watching... Next up is Hello parody , which I promise I will post on my next entry...

Holidays this is, and people around me are all going overseas... Wilson is departing tomorrow, Darrell on 26 if I am not wrong... Left me who will not be travelling out of the country this hols, as usual.... It is common for everybody to go overseas at the end of the year... For me, it is not common... Cant find a suitable word for it...

So those going overseas, MUST MUST MUST MUST buy SOUVENIRS for me hor... Something I like... I have left this country the least among all of you here... So to console me for my sad holiday which I am spending all alone, get me something I would LOVE...

Revamped.... The blog, I spend 3 hours experimenting and finally get this... Hope you like it... Though it should be Hyorin's faces, cant find a pretty and nice one.... She is not that pretty, but she is nice ok.... Haha to JYP for letting her go.... She has probably the best vocals, super strong and powerful voice.... I would dare say she is better than Taeyeon, which is better than whole of SNSD?? Ok la, she cant dance better nor look prettier, but at least she makes it up with her vocals.... SISTAR have excellent vocals I think... On the whole, just based on singing itself, shutting your eyes, I think they surpass the other girl groups...

Ah, I should stop about SISTAR here.... Addicted to them... Feedback from Wilson say I talk too little about my fwiends.... But seriously nothing to say leh... Also never go out have nothing to say... Then I have no source of inspiration in the four walls of my house for those aspiring and inspiring posts...

Left 3 weeks and I have homework to do... Must finish everything before Wilson comes back is my target... Which is on the 16??? So I have one week.... Spend study then play all the way!!!!!!! Er, have anything want me post about just tag about it and I try... For now

Na, do, say
We are B E S T SISTAR
Anihasayo SISTAR imnida!!!

Hahaha...

S.T.O.M.A.C.H.A.C.H.E!!!!!!!!!

I wanna go....

I'm going crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sistar Comeback

New fav, Hyorin. I like her voice and her wide smile.

The baby part was super funny...

Min is so cuuuuttttttttteeeee and funny!!!!

Something's wrong with me... These days, I have been flipping through the papers looking for ways that I can get to Korea... Like specific jobs or something like that.... Obsessed with the idols there... The way they are on variety shows, I actually wonder whether if it is possible to find such lively and unique girls here around me... They have a great sense of humour... There is something attractive about them to me...

Not just plainly looks... Their vocals, their talent... Everything about them amazes me... Their life seem so colourful... Frankly, I really feel like travelling around with them, staying with them, and learning about their lives, which seem all so interesting... Hectic, tiring are what we associate with stars lives..

But their personalities interest me... Maybe that's how they portray thenselves on tv.... But still,it's difficult to act while acting right??? Their real personalities are what we see in variety shows like those above... Min is playful, Jo Kwon too... Hyorin is very confident... All these can be seen... These are how they really are, not for their image...

Living here, I find life over there much more refreshing, less tiring, more of a life... Look at those stars in the idol groups, most skip school to pursue their dreams... The thought of failure did cross their mind, but that did no deter them... Because they know that they can always try again... But here, absolutely not... You have to get your studies right and done first before yo can even get started on what you really want to do in life... Following this, that means you probably spend the first 25 years of your life doing probably less that 1 percent of what you would want to do in your life....

Who to blame?? Just take it as fate that we were born here... So many privileges, but are those what we really want??? My dream is to go to Korea and live there in the future, if it still exist by then...(NK, you better not touch my beloved!!!) Open or join an entertainment company and cross my fingers and get what I have been crossing it for....

I dunnoe, maybe it's just in a heat of a moment, but this is how I feel now... I love my life, but it can be so much better... Why not make improvements??? Korea, a distant place, possess a language I do not speak and understand, yet I want to go there so much... Live there in fact... Hope that an opportunity will come and bring me there, and off I go from this place, where life seem less interesting, more mundane, with robotic people doing the same thing everyday...

End with a sad song...






Life's boring here, someone take me to Korea!!!!!!!!!!!

Plastic...

I am currently obsessed with korean girls.... They all look very pretty you know... I am not referring to the average ones though... The average is really bad, but the good is really good... But it is very hard to find a good one... So I am really crossing my fingers here... The only chance I have is to go to Korea...

Plastic surgery... An issue which we relate it to Korea... People say the good looking ones go for plastic surgery.... Recently, a Chinese girl in China died during one such surgery... She had about six before the fateful one... Then the statistics show that about 3 million people in China go for plastic surgery a year...3 million, that's more then half of this tiny island we are living on...

My view??? Koreans do undergo plastic surgery... But to a lesser extent than what we claim... Just go online and see any korean actress pictures with and without makeup... Yes you will get a shock... You will say so ugly... Then think, after going through surgery and they still look like this??? You will not think that they went for it...

Conclusion??? We only say that they go for surgery when we see someone that beautiful, something that we dun see in our everyday life... We then 'accuse' them of going for plastic surgery... So it really boils down to this, the makeup.... We say that they are ugly when they are without it, and say they go under the knife when they wear it...

Therefore, Koreans girls are pretty because they do their makeup WELL.... Without it, they look so much more different and look unlike someone who went for plastic surgery.... So how can we say they look nice because they go for surgery???? So, stop saying they are plastic...

That's it for now...(Seem to have lesser readers... only one person tagging....)

Becoming korean....

Min - Go Ahead

A song by Min of Miss A.. This was before she joined Miss A.. She debuted solo but somehow din get big.. So JYP put her into Miss A..

If you were ever wondering who Lee Min Young is(At my profile there), she is Min... You should have guessed though if you were a fan of kpop...

December's here... Time passes so fast.. First 2 weeks of hols was spent for the Os.. And I dun even know what I have done this holidays... Went swimming with Desmond and Wilson yesterday.. Forgot how to at first but soon had the hang of it... Was rather unused to the water... Been 3 years since I last entered the pool... Next up shall be bowling.... Who is with me???

Pile of homework awaiting me... Need to go borrow the english books... Need to restudy my sciences, especially physics.... Math need to revise and practise also... Wat a holiday await me...

I'm Back....

Woohooo... I am back people... Haha... New laptop.... So to complete the revival, I changed the blogskin... Hope you like it... Anw, i's my first time changing so it's rather copied.... Anyway, I need your links... Lost them except for Darrell's... Sorry ah...

Ok, MAMA was yesterday... I know some dun really like it... But I think that we should at least appreciate the effort they made for the performance.... At least recognise them even if you dun like them... They are good.... Just that you compared them with the better thats why they seem poorer...

For You For Now...

Wont be able to post for quite a while... Com crashed... So for those waiting for updates, here is some videos to keep you "company"... Of course, is snsd.... And is them dancing.... Super nice... Trust me.... 5/5 ratings

If you seek amy

OMG!!!!!!! HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hyoyeon!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yuri ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! Kwon Yuri, Kwon Yuri!!!

Superb dancing by snsd... Hyoyeon... A true talent....



Here's some... For now...

I Cant Breathe...

Breathe

Because of you my heart drops
Because of you my body wants (ya)
Every time I catch your eye
Every time you snatch my mind
Because of you my heart drops
no oh no oh no oh oh I can’t breathe
no oh no oh no oh oh I can’t breathe
no oh no oh no oh oh I can’t breathe
no oh no oh no oh oh oh oh

Boy you look so fine you’re just so damn fly
I try to be a little sly but caught me looking every time
I’m not this type of girl but boy you make a girl go wild
Your style just blows my mind

So come and save me now
(Don’t wanna be the one with a crush) should I flirt around?
(have a feeling you want me as much) see how things turns out?
Should I make a move?(yeah)If I just only knew (yeah)
This everlasting game is driving me insane

Because of you my heart drops
Because of you my body wants (ya)
Every time I catch your eye
Every time you snatch my mind
Because of you my heart drops

Today I’ll lay it out it’s about time for you to find out
I’m gonna let you know, baby I will let you know
When you appear in sight my body’s paralyzed
and my mind’s all white yeah I forget what’s on my mind oh
(Don’t wanna be the one with a crush) should I flirt around?
(have a feeling you want me as much) see how things turns out?
Should I make a move?(yeah) If I just only knew (yeah)
This everlasting game is driving me insane

Because of you my heart drops
Because of you my body wants (ya)
Every time I catch your eye
Every time you snatch my mind
Because of you my heart drops

no oh no oh no oh oh I can’t breathe
no oh no oh no oh oh I can’t breathe
no oh no oh no oh oh I can’t breathe
no oh no oh no oh oh oh oh

Boy, When you watch me, my heart skips a heartbeat
When you leave me, pain just comes up against me
Free my love chained up here can’t you see?
(I mean) Catcher
Here’s my love baby boy I just can’t breathe

Because of you my heart drops
Because of you my body wants (ya)
Every time I catch your eye
Every time you snatch my mind

Because of you my heart drops
no oh no oh no oh oh I can’t breathe
no oh no oh no oh oh I can’t breathe
no oh no oh no oh oh I can’t breathe
no oh no oh no oh oh oh oh

Nothing Lasts Forever...

Nothing Lasts Forever

Another song that captured me... By Girl's Day, new song, new group.... Addicted to the chorus.... Quite true, its that nothing last forever.... Not even love.... Which probably lasts for 3 years AT MOST.... Taken from Three Brothers, it's the children that keep the married together, cause they will reach a compromise for the sake of the child.... This happens when the love is gone...

Every relationship needs something to keep the connection there... Lose it, and you lose the relationship.... Some thrive on a sense of mystery(crush on someone), some thrive on similarities... There is always a certain something which keep the relationship as it is....

Which brought me to think, what keeps me and my friends together??? What is that certain something, is it only one and just more than that??? If there is only one thing that keep us together, is there other possible somethings that can keep us together, and make our relationship stronger???

"We should not be at places that we dun belong to" I disagree with that statement... No offence there... That's what I seriously think... But in this context here, I have to agree... To keep the bond between 'brothers', should we go that extra mile to actually get closer to one another??? He is interested in this, I should join him too, so as to get closer... That is when we 'trespass' into that person's boundary, to get closer to him.... But do we really get appreciated in that boundary??? Such is his dominance in his boundary, do we get noticed???

The extra effort put in to gain someone attention, to get closer to him.... Does it get recognised as you really want it to be???? Here's when I agree with the statement... It's usable only sometimes though... To put in that effort, to spend your time, to go that extra mile.... The worth of it is diminished... Yes, sadly... That's the fact...

Words hurt... I know... For what we say, have an effect on those who hear.... Some speak maybe with thinking, but the words hurt a minority... Then again, it's the minority, so ya, nothing much to care, I have the majority with me... This thinking, maybe it crossed the mind... If it did not, it was portrayed by the words...

But the thought that the minority was those close to you, and that the majority were those that probably dun give a heck about what you say never crossed your mind.... Or the worst thing, that the minority THOUGHT they were considered close, when the fact that they were not...

Holidays have come.... And I feel I have drift further away from my friends.... If they consider me as theirs.... Always me asking people out, never vice versa... This shows that I make the effort, even if it's not recognised the way I expect.... At least I know, I have done my part...

Nothing lasts forever.... Will this friendship prove otherwise???

Like A Star...

Like A Star

New song by Taeyeon together with The One... Just out yesterday.... It's nice... Same feel as Tiffany's ring.... I like this type of songs...

A teacher and student collaboration... The One was Taeyeon's vocal teacher last time.... The One's voice is nice... Together with Taeyeon, makes this a great song... Take time to watch/listen... It's really worth it... My personal recommendation.... For now, bye!!

Too Late...

Too Late - Co ed

I am back here after so long... Not busy, just been playing games... Enjoying my holidays... Which just started... Playing Fifa 11 for the past few days... Nothing really to do other than homework and games....

Went out on Friday with Wilson and Darrell... Could not really do much... So we ended up watching Unstoppable... Clueless about it initially, but it was money well spent... Sorry Wilson ask you bring ball but never play....:(:(:(:(

Too late by Co-ed.... New song... They just debuted.... A group with boys and girls... First I have seen... And I am impressed.... Their dance in the mv.... You should take 6 minutes of your life to watch.... If you are interested in dancing....

I want to go swimming..... But I have no googles.... I want play basketball.... But no basketball.... How coincidental.... Ok, it's late... Time to sleep..... After this Arsenal match thought..... Nites....:):):):):

Jal jja!

Disappointed...

"Dream the impossible because dreams do come true."

The next 3 days are rather decisive.... What I do in these 3 days will determine the result.... Hope I will do well....

"Since we cannot change reality, let us change the eyes which see reality."

Really sad... Competition last night... Din do my best... It was obvious.... Got fourth placing, missed out the bronze by a mere 0.02... That's just how competitive the world is... Mistakes here and there cost marks deduction... Got a 7.93 out of 10... You may all think fourth is good already..... But there were only 5 competitors including me... Was far from my best.... Probably due to nervousness or other things... The guy that got third, I was supposed to win him... Yes, supposedly, but did not.... A judge gave me a 7.6 that pulled down my score.... But I guess I will start working hard.... To get my podium finish at the inter-schools..... Only one in the team that finished without a medal....:(:((:(:(:(:(:(:(:( You Hong got second....

HWAITING!!!

Wanting....

"A smile is an inexpensive way to change your looks."


Quote after having lunch with Darrell today.....

I just have to say it's super epic.... Actually, come to think of it, maybe it was not what we thought it was to be.... Just looking for food I guess.... Nothing to do with us.... The senseless words that we say make me smile unconsciously(Quoted from Darrell....).... Jokes.... Then what Jie Ying said was the funniest, with the slipper.... Haha... Din noe he was such a humorous person.... Reminds me of somebody....

Went to buy bubble tea and ordered bird's nest.... Actually, Darrell ordered for me cause I no coins.... I was imitating what the auntie would do... Bird nest ah??? Put down everything.... Climb up the tree and take the BIRD's NEST.... LOL... Another of my lame on the spot joke.... Darrell had that 'diao' face.... But he did smile... Which means it's funny.... Of course, when was I not???

Intensive today.... Very slack.... Do paper 1.... Realised how off form I was, dunnoe how to write many simple words.... Easy ones I am having difficulties.... Hopefully get back my papers tomorrow I get good marks....

About 1 more week left and everything will be done.... Competition and O level...... Bored at home... Only can play game, read book or watch tv.... And use computer.... Haven really play yet this holiday.... I think I should not but..... Bleh:P

I want to watch a movie... Have 18 dollars to spare.... Any good ones recently???

I realised, that I am typically interested in some type of people that look a certain way in terms of their looks.... Bloop....

Annyeong
~Dreaming and hoping~

SNSD....

Am back here again... It has been long... Very long never post, seriously no time.... To start with, SNSD!!! New album.. Darrell come look for me if you want the songs... But I guess you download already.... Back to the topic...

My Best Friend

Mistake

Ring(Tiffany)

The songs are quite nice I think personally.... Er, Tiffany's Ring is not part of the album I think... But I just added it in.... Cause it's nice.... Hope you like it.... It's really soothing to the ears.... I like slow songs.... Very relaxing...

Especially during this period.... Everyday wake up at 630 just to go to school for Chinese intensive... What a holiday... Drag my feet to school everyday just to do papers in the morning.... Today the teacher chased two students out of the class and went about scolding the class, saying that we are the weak ones in chinese that's why he is teaching us... Now I know, I am separated from the potential A1 students so that I will no distract them.....

I feel like I am ranting... Actually I am.. LOL... Just because I got a C for chinese then I am separated.... My chinese??? No comments to how I perform in it personally, you have to ask others.... I cant judge it myself..... Yet I am separated because of 1 poor performance.... All I did wrong was to misread a question....

This shows how important every SINGLE action of us have an impact on our lives... For now, I shall just join the class and sit quietly.... Do everything they ask me to do.... Till it's over, so long....

To prove people wrong has been what I have been doing.... This time is no difference.... At all....

After chinese tomorrow have training.... Super tired.... I want a massage..... Competition this sat and sun.... Os on wednesday.... How am I going to get past this???

Thoughts are running through my mind now.... But they are not my thoughts, they are your thoughts that are running in my mind now.... How interesting....

What a difference everything makes.... I may not deserve this, but I will live on with it.... After all, suffer now, I guess I can enjoy later??? While you all get the right opportunities, I shall make use of the little I have.... Hopefully, life would change.....

Annyeong

~Smiling brightly~

Over.....

It's over....

It ended before it even started...

Your presence flew by....

Looking back, I feel as if I wasted my life away...

They say it will be long....

They say it will be tough....

I say it was not...

I say it was short...

Too short

Just too short....

For me to even sniff a whisker of it...

Time really really flies.... It just goes by without me realising it.... I feel as if I did not make full use of it.... The year is coming to an end... So fast.... Real fast.... Looking back, many things have happened....

Chapter 15 of my life is ending in about 2 more months..... Chapter 9 of my school life is ending in 4 more days.... Just 4 more..... Went past so many days this year in school, yet everything seem as if it happened yesterday only.... From meeting new classmates, to meeting new friends, taking exams, to being a student leader and finally being in the class soccer team....

All those events certainly leave deep memories in me, forever etched in my head.... Soccer was and is my first love.... Maybe you dun know, but I always wanted to be a soccer player.... Dreaming of one day representing my favourite club - Arsenal.... But the fact that I wear spectacles.... I shall not elaborate....

Ahead of me is a mammoth task.... The dreaded O.... The O that defines a person's future.... It's just a year and a day away.... So close yet so far.... I felt the same at the start of the year, that this year will be a long year.... But it wasn't.... And the coming year would also not be long.... It will be short, really short.... It will fly by and poof, sitting in the exam hall....

The want to get a single digit... When will I get it??? I rather get get double for prelims and get a single for the real one.... Thanks, Ducky, your words do have an effect sia.... 我教得好.... Haha.... I thought of what you said and it does make sense.... Anything can happen after all....

I have sort out my plans... I have three more practices to go.... I have to make full use of it.... For the final one allows no mistakes....

For this holidays, I have to enjoy every single nanometre of it....

我要好好地珍惜每一刻
因为错过了
就永远不会有机会在感受那瞬间

我们的人生就是那么短
要好好利用

生命不就是应该这样过。。。。

This holiday is probably the last holiday of my life.... No exaggerations.... 2011 will not have any... 2012 will be preparation for 2013.... 2014 will be uni.... and the subsequent years, 2015, 2016, 2017.... Plus the service to the country..... That will mean no breaks till probably 2018.... 2019 onwards will be balancing jobs and the other part of my life..... Depending on how old I am, I guess the children will pop out about 2022 like that... Then have to take care of family.....

So officially, 2010 will be my last holiday that I will spend alone..... I guess you all should agree..... Have to make use of every single part of it.... So if you are convinced by what I just said, I say join me and let us use this holiday FULLY, doing everything that we probably cannot do in the near future..... ON????

I await your answers....

Annyeong

Regret....

If only I have the power to turn back time....

There are so many things that I want to change, so many things I want to do.... The things that I want to change are as recent as yesterday....

Looking back, I realised I should not say this, I should not do this.... I should have said that, and I should have done that...

But it's all too late isnt it??? Results are horrendous.... Pity those that failed a subject, which includes myself.... The results are all out already.... 2 As and the rest Bs and Cs and a D...

I looked through my scripts.... Easily, EASILY, could have added probably 5 marks for each paper.... Yes, every single one....

Geog got A1... So I should be happy??? Anyone know why I am not??? Even though is an A, but look around me.... How many other people got that A too??? Not only that, the A I got was not the high one.... Everyone got 40 and above, I got a 3.... So do you FINALLY UNDERSTAND how I actually FEEL???

Ya, you did as bad as me... Or maybe even better.... But you just dun understand.... How is that others study probably lesser than me and got even HIGHER marks than me??? I am stupid??? No, I dun think so.... Then you would say, Who say I study lesser than you??? All those CRAP TALK that I have heard.... No, I din study.... Was playing blablabla.... No, I only study a bit.... I think I will fail.... I think I will screw up.... I think I will just pass.... I pass I happy already.....

Seriously, I am restraining myself.... WHY???? WHY is it that others do not need to work as hard as me and yet do better???? All those talk... Only one conclusion.... You studied..... You din play... Neither did you sleep.... Nor did you tell the truth.... Seriously, you tell me luck???

Luck shine on you for the whole year huh??? Whenever you din study you have luck to help you achieve your marks huh??? Luck seems to be ALWAYS on your side dun you think??? Then why is it that other UNFORTUNATE people seem to NEVER have the SLIGHTEST luck??? Especially when they need them so much.... And you can casually say you were lucky....

Luck is a skill??? Or is it an excuse???

My friends for so long....
All look into my eyes to see what happened....
But NONE ever look from THEIR heart
into MY heart.....

Maybe you did....
But what you saw was not my heart
not my soul
It was just my shadow....

Anything that can happen will happen...

B
O
R
E
D
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I am so boring.......... Oopss, I mean I am bored.... I was looking forward to the end of exams.... Go play, go do this and go do that..... Then now exams are over, I wished they were not.... Lessons resume but half the time spend slacking... Watch people play but I dont..... I just sit there and look.... Find school so boring now.... Nothing to push... No target to set, no expectations to surpass....

Wait..... Have O level chinese.... In like 3 weeks time.... That totally slipped out of my mind.... But should it be??? It should be important but I cant seem to remember and study for it.... Maybe cause it's less important and not an integral part of my life..... I dont know.....

Anyway, today math lesson teacher gave out certificates... Prototype asked her if he passed his A math.... Teacher answered yes I think you did, but the other 'one' failed I think.... He then let out a loud 'yes'.... Hello, I was just behind you???? No need to emphasise that I failed??? Thanks a lot??? Then came my turn to collect certificate, teacher asked me, A math how??? You din do very well you know??? I could only let out a smile... What else can I do??? Find excuses like somebody, blame the whole world and never myself??? No, I am not like that.... Everything related to me is a result of my own actions.... So, anything is my fault.... As in involving me....

I saw the sympathising look of Ivan and Kenneth....(Or thought I saw....) I know they wish the best for me.... Before the results are out, I will take it that I failed(is now like that...).... There is a 50% chance that I will not fail.... I told Darrell and Khiam Li that I failed.... Both had the same reactions.... "If you fail that means I fail also..." So that means I am smart and will never fail??? Or does that mean that my math are better than theirs??? Or just consoling words???

Went home with Mingze and told him that also...(sound as if I want everyone to know...) His reaction even funnier... He say if I fail he chop of one part of himself.... After listening to all those, I realise as if people think I will never fail.... Then we talked about someone along the way... He sound as if he really din like that guy.... He sort of implied that guy was not very smart.... Say that guy got so much tuition but results still cmi... He added that if he got that tuition he would get 100 already... I told him that guy told me he only have chinese tuition.... Mingze say rubbish, he know he got freaking lot tuition???? Everyday also tuition there tuition here....

I should not compare myself with that guy.... Maybe this is my biased and one-sided view.... I personally dislike this person.... I dun noe, some people get better results than ME they fell happy alr... Hello, I am not the only person out here.....(Echo.........) This person get higher than me he will mock me, even if silently.... I know.... I understand people not by their expressions, but by their heart... "I thought you very good in this, how come you lose to me???" Then when he get low marks, he seek attention.... I give him, then he say I suan him.... He thinks he is the world, he thinks he is never at fault, he thinks he is always right and others are wrong.... He thinks he is the best.... I am friends with him.... Better than enemy.... Its just some STUPID ACTIONS AND COMMENTS by people that seriously irritate me....

OK, too long post... I think you read also tired.... Seeing my angry outburst.... Nobody likes to read angry texts.... Me too... but typing this out(or saying..) make me feel so much better.... Again, this is just my personal view.... Anyway, no one can guess anyway.... I mean, who can actually guess??? Who ever???

Ending with quote

"Anything that can happen, will happen"


Live life to the fullest... What can happen will happen....
Enjoy what you have now....
And look forward to each new day....
You never know what will happen -_*

Can't Believe It....

No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you

It won’t do even if I hate it, stop it, or hide it

It can’t go on like this

I will confess that I’ve fallen for you

You’re everywhere in my dream

I know that it doesn’t make any sense but I love you

I like this sensation, you know how I feel even if we were to fight everyday

You always want it your way but I can accept anything from you, only you~

I’m lonely, my heart’s crazy for you and and you’re the only one I see~

No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you

It won’t do even if I hate it, stop it, or hide it

It can’t go on like this

I will confess that I’ve fallen for you

You’re everywhere in my dream

I know that it doesn’t make any sense but I love you

When I’m with you, I don’t mind being nervous

I may be a little hasty, but you’re the only one who can tell me what to do~

I guess my heart was stolen before I knew it and I’m missing you all day long~

No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you

It won’t do even if I hate it, stop it, or hide it

It can’t go on like this

I will confess that I’ve fallen for you

You’re everywhere in my dream

I know that it doesn’t make any sense but I love you

Everything’s so different, it’s too different~

I think I am falling in love, be my baby, be my baby~

From head to toe we have nothing in common

Now I wanna know more about you, be my baby, be my baby~

No way, I’ve realized that I’ve been looking at you

I’m happy whenever I say your name or look into your eyes

That will do and I want you too

Please say that we’re alike

Wherever I see, you are the only one in my eyes

I know that it doesn’t make any sense, but I love you

Do you know???

Do you ever know how it feels like
to always be the last one to know about something???


Do you ever know how it feels to be left out???


Do you know how it feels like
when you realised that you would never see someone again ???


Do you know???


Cause I do...

Here We Go Again...

Exams are finally over...... Yiiiiiiiiiiippppppppppeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! Happy that it's over but sad about what results.... The results are not out yet but I think both my math are dead.... Other papers also.... The only consolation is that others find it difficult also.... That some good sign.... But bad also....

Am I supposed to be struggling with those people??? I dun think so.... I mean, at least I should be able to manage some questions.... But circles and triangles make stars race around my head.... Ok, exam is over and it is really a big relief.... After that intensive period, it's nice to get a rest finally....

After exam had a soccer match among our own class.... I call it a training session.... Never mind the score cause I was not playing properly.... Was more interested in dribbling... Too long never do that already.... At least all of us had a great time.... Mostly letting themselves out after that math paper.... Though some personalities stood out... In the negative way....

The team's obviously not happy with someone who does not pass and keep soloing.... Ok, I do that too, but I wonder why others are angry with him and not me.... Maybe cause I am a nice guy.... Heeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeee.....

Post exam activity I heard from oliver is inter class soccer again... So our team will get to play together again.... Oliver called me to ask me to set the team.... Then I called Khiam Li to go set the team.... Then he was asking me whether to put that person in.... I say it's ok to let him play.... He got a bit of skills anyway.... So Khiam Li is sorting the things out and hopefully we will win!!!!

Haha, I got say in the team sia.... Khiam Li will always consult me.... I am vice captain(LOL)...

Anyway, who want play tag.... Darrell, you dun have a choice, vice cap say must... I dun care you fb captain..LOL

And hopefully the competition is true.... Feel that in the end wont have.. LOL

Gee......

I am back to revive this place... So long never post.... I see other peoples blog also the same... Guess is the exams.... So happy that it ends this monday... Left 2 more subjects.... A math and Bio... Sian sia, e math din do well cause of a very stupid reason..... Bio I not very confident about it.... I am not the memorising type nor am I the apply what I learn type... Thats why Bio is not easy for me.... I am the think on the spot type... That's why I argue well:):):):):):):):):):) LOL

Anyway, today I can finally get a short rest from the exams..... Slept from the time I finished my lunch to around 530.... Gosh, I LOVE sleeping... LOL... Morning was a nice ride to school.... Really a sign of a good day.... The day was totally different from what I expected.... Chem and Hist elec, 2 heavy subjects in a day... My thoughts were to do my best in both.... No targets for A... Hist I decided to neglect the essays and only read through them.... I was expecting a tough paper for chem and not to complete Hist paper.... Turn out none of it came true, which was good....

Chem was easier than the Mid Year Paper, so I was surprised... So :):):):):):):):):) that I managed to finish the paper.... Hist too.... I thought I would not have time to complete the SEQ and din really study it... I rushed through the SBQ and miraculously knew how to do the SEQ... On top of that, I still managed to complete the SEQ and paper with 8 minutes to spare...... HOHOHOHOHOHOHO, I am so(smiley faces...) Erm, no offence to those who are upset over the papers for whatever reasons.... My personal feelings....


Gee Japanese Version


Gee gee gee gee gee..... So happyyyyyyyyyy....... Gee gee gee gee geee.... Geermany... lol