Letter to my beloved...

Before i start my letter, I shall do a recap on what I have been doing... Firstly, WELCOME BACK MR ER!!!!!!!! Hope u got this poor man who cant go overseas some souvenirs.... Speaking of this, I WANT to MIGRATE when I saved enough money...

Past few days doing work.. Today too... Did with Desmond and Wilson.. Then went to play soccer... The always a joker me attempted a flick on the ball, and poof, I was on the slippery floor cause the northeast part of SG where I stayed rained... Extra la me, now got cut on my arm... Though not pain, used to it le... Fall like infinite times in my life... Once a joker, always a joker I guess??

Played basketball 1v1 with Des and Wilson... Won Des 5-0.. Then play with Wilson.. Losing 3-0 when epic moment came.... He FELL DOWN!!! Chasing after the ball then turn then fall... Super funny and epic lor... 5 straight points for me after that, ended 5-3... Then went back home to clean my dirty pants.... I am still fuming from my fall... Zzzzzzz...

Now for my letter to my beloved.....


Dear__________

Thank you for being part of my life... I got to know you better in primary school through Track... I had a really great time with you... That was probably one of the moments in my life where I felt I was really me... After all, my parents were totally unconvinced and unhappy and did not want me to join Track.... But you showed them that it was the right way for me....

I know you are recently in pain... I want to help you, but I dun noe how to... Do you noe, when you feel pain, I feel that pain too??? You helped me a lot, I am thankful for that... Despite all difficulties, you have stick with me to the very end... You always never give up, no matter how tiring and painful it is... When I see you giving your all despite all odds, I am spurred on too...

I want to give you protection, but what I can give is not enough to protect you from the pain... I am trying my best... After all, I am a partly responsible for your current state... I put you through so much and made you feel the pinch... 4 years ago it all started... Though you recovered shortly after, that was enough to make me change part of my life.... We had a great two years then on and we never failed each other... Till now...

We have become so close... Like one... You are one reason why I stand out from my peers... The strength that you gave me, it was something that not many other people would have ever gotten... You made me different from others... Stand up above others....

But there are no doubts, absolutely no doubts at all, that I will ease your pain... No matter how deep, no matter how hard, I will be there.... There to change it all... I'm sorry to put you through so many changes of me... Changing every few years... It's difficult to adapt to the changes, but you did so brilliantly.... No complaints, just encouragements.... That was you...

Having been with me for so long, you did not change a single bit... Not at all... I still see and feel the same old you... Never let me down.... You never ever... I'm sorry I din noe of your pain, until I felt it myself... You could have told me, but you kept it to yourself....Till I felt it personally, I never knew....

The difference between you and me, is change... I changes, you did not... Silent you may be, but I really hope that you will tell me next time.... Dun shoulder and take all the pain yourself...

If there is someone to share it with, it's me....

If there is someone to give it to, it's me....

If there is someone you want to pour your feelings to, it's me...

If there is someone who will be forever there for you, it's me....

The pain you have, cannot be healed easily... But I want to be there to be part of the recovery... I can be the cure... You have done so much for me.... It's time for me to do something for you....

Dun hesitate... Dun be reluctant.... Because this time, it's different.... And the difference is me....

Lots of love and forever,
Your only...

Short...

Training tomorrow..

Tired from today... Supposed to be my rest day, ended up spending it outside...

Chionging homework tomorrow... Not much left, but hope to complete soon...

See you for now...

Tired...

Quick one.. Just like me....

Training in the morning... Super tired... Not helping me is my right knee, some problems down there... Hope it recovers... Think i will be seeing doctor on sunday or sth... Hope it's not too serious... I dun want a lengthy injury spell.... I am bushed to the max from today... Any ideas on how to get energy quick, to be energised or sth quickly???

Went out till now... Tomorrow still going out.... Sighs....


I promise to do my best in everything I do now... I dont want to disappoint people...

Bye... Show start liao.... My ideal!!!

Awake...

Woke up at 4...

Going back to sleep now...

Waking up in 1 hour for training....

Guess what I was doing

Will blog later.... I try... Isn't my blog song nice???

Yawns....

Flashes and Glances...

Those flashes...

Those glances...

Was it meant for me???

Though you may not be

Could you be???

Different you are to me...

Am I the same way to you???

Though you cant be it

I still like it...

She..

As boring as it can be...

Gone... White, came and went...

I dont know means I dont know...

I like you means I like you...

Do I look like I am joking???


Super bored... Nothing to do except homework... Everyone all so busy... No one to talk to also...


My ideal type..

Isnt she cute???

All you need to be is cute... I have no high expectations... Even if you are not, I may just.....

Bye!!! ( Signing off with a sigh)

Ottokae???

Nothing much to post about.... Really bored... No one to play or talk to... At least I found my long lost basketball....

Life's
tough...
harsh...
tiring...
boring...

Ottokae???

Season...

I am fickle... I keep changing my mind... I cant keep my attention to one thing for long... Object, subject or people... It just keep changing.... When they is something attractive there, I go there... Then when another thing grabs my attention, I go over to the other side...

I am indecisive... I cant make up my mind... Have you ever seen me make a decision on the spot??? I will keep thinking and no answer will come out... I cant seem to make a firm decision on ANYTHING AT ALL...

I change like how the season change... I decide like when the sky drops... Plus or minus??? I dont know.... Good or bad??? I also dont know... I cant give you promises.... I am fickle and indecisive... I can only give everything that short attention span... How sort or long, it depends on the next breeze that brings me away... To another place...

Promises that I make are always broken... Unreliable??? Certainly... Liar??? Surely... Intentionally... Never.... That's just me... No actions, just those few empty promises...

Dun have high expectations of me... Better still, keep it as low as possible... That way, you wont be hurt... That way, I wont be hurt to see you hurt...

I dun like being fickle... That means I will never settle down... This person, to the next, and to the next, then to the next.... This job, to that job, and to that job... This place to another place.... I change like the season change.... As cold as winter, as active as spring, as vibrant and hot as summer, and as restless as when autumn arrives and leaves drop to the ground... Like a chameleon, changing to the surroundings....

Indecisiveness.... No this, no that, but maybe can... A possibility to every option, but no concrete selection... That's like wanting all the trees in the forests... But not selecting any.... Everything seems right, and each have its wrong.... To take or not??? To be or not??? To do or not??? To go or not??? Making a decision is easy but I make it seem so difficult for myself....

The rate I am changing, is more often then you are changing your clothes... From her, to her and then to her... Finally, it all goes back to her... To choose her, or her, or her??? And then decide to wait...

Cant seem to get anything right.... Keep changing what I want, what I like.... Nothing seems to suit me... Greedy, or maybe just not suitable from the start?? Or just not to be???

I knew this in me long ago... It became evident recently till I am frustrated with it... Any advice or criticism to say??? Now's your chance... I let my defences and guard down....

Just for you.....

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Time for the happier part... Erhmmm... ( Flicks fingers, clench and unclench fist...) Not mood swing... Really happy...

YAY!!!!! IU won on M countdown today... Thats so good.... Totally deserve it... Though sadly, she has stopped her 3 octave live.... Haizz... Miss it...

What I am going to say would make girls angry... LOL... But still going to say it anyway... GD and Top.... Their new song.... Is unique in a certain way.... Dont understand why people seem to like it.... I dun really like it... Musically, it just cannot make it... I saw their stage performance and my jaws dropped for the wrong reason... 'Oh yeah' was the lyrics for like the last 40 seconds of the song.... Certainly was not the standard of people from Big Bang...

I realised that most of them were female supporters... Unless I am a female, I guess I will never understand whats so nice about their song.... But based on person/singer, I am ok... But the songs were........ Am open for comments... But not criticism....

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I already saw you in that corner
Dun run when you see me
Cause I know it's you

Dun hide when I see you
Cause I already saw you

Tell me
If I did something wrong....

Dream it....

Christmas
that’s what I want
Fall in love this Christmas
that’s what I need

Fall in love this Christmas
This Christmas
This Christmas
Fall in love

I just wanna be in love this Christmas.
The present that I want is only this.
To fall in love

Lonely winter night again
Walking along the street by myself
Chilly wind gets into my clothes
It makes my heart chilly

Among many people I look their happy faces.
Smiling for a long time, I turn around lonely in the end.
Moving my steps

I don’t wanna be alone this Christmas.
I want to meet somebody Like the couples on other streets
I want to share lovely words.
That’s all I want.

As time passes, I think I get weary by loneliness.
I can’t be accustomed to it.
I feel I am alone more and more.
I want to smile this year.

Like the figures on the movies.
Under pretty Christmas trees
Sharing presents together and spending nights

I just wanna be in love this Christmas.
That’s the only present I want.
To fall in love

I am scared of repeatedly coming winter.
Sweet carol stings my heart since it is too scary.
Splendid lights in the city make me sad.
Tears in my eyes

Oh no. not any more, now. No Christmas
If I can turn over the calendar,
I want to skip December every year.
I feel hurt and lonely.

I don’t want to stay alone.
I don’t want sad Christmas any more.
I wish my dream comes true this time.
I wish my dream comes true

I don’t wanna be alone this Christmas.
I want to meet somebody Like couples on the other streets
I want to share lovely words.
That’s all I want.

I just wanna be in love this Christmas.
That’s the only present that I want.
To fall in love

To fall in love this Christmas
that’s what I want
To fall in love this Christmas
that’s what I need
To fall in love this Christmas
This Christmas This Christmas
To fall in love this Christmas

I just wish. This year..
It’ll be different.
No more lonely Christmas.
I wanna fall in love this Christmas.


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Christmas is just around the corner... Time sure pass very fast...Before you know it, it's going to be the end of the year already... Lonely again... Wilson gone to Penang till 29... Others going overseas.... Anyway, made 'accomplishments' today... Completed 5 questions for Bio... YAYAYAY?!?!?!! Should have been done long ago but I dragged... As always.. Typical me... Always wait till the last minute... Sorry people if I have done that to you when it comes to you...

Was reading Er's post on dreams... Quite meaningful, if only he would elaborate... Which I will from my perspective... Dreams are what everyone has.... It is a target set by one's own expectations of himself... Yupyup, it's actually your expectation of yourself, that's what dreams are actually... What we want to be or have... But whether dreams can be realised, be reached or just remain a dream, it all depends on yourself....

Work... Hard work... That is the important thing....No work is equal to no effort, which result in no results.... Lionel Messi was not born a soccer player.. He was born a baby like everyone else.... He had 24 hours a day, just like us... He did not start kicking a ball the moment he developed his legs in his mother's womb... What did he do to achieve what he has??? Work, effort... Dribbling a ball while walking to train ball control.... That's work, that's effort, not plain stupidity....

Not only that, he was born short... Did he complain??? Did it stop him from being the world's best footballer??? Did that stop him from being top currently in the Castrol's ranking, which is probably the most accurate calculation of a player's performance??? No... Then how??? Genius is what people call him... Is he one??? No, he is a result of his own actions.... The result of what he has put into his life....

Dreams.... Dreams are easy to dream, but difficult to realise... Dreams are far from reality, but it can become reality... Dreams, everyone have, but who works towards it???



Dun blame your team for a loss... If you put in enough work, no matter how poor, you can singlehandedly bring them up... Blame no one... Things do not go right when not enough effort is put into it... Your work will inspire the people around you... Your work can bring your team to greater heights... One man can lift a team, individual talent/work can change a game... The work put in, is the pivot... To let the people around you down, or to work hard, and lift them to???



Dream your dream... Work your dream.... Dont just dream.... Dont just think... Do it.... Change your dream into reality... Or it will forever just be a nightmare of your life...

To end, I was talking to Wilson about dreams... As in dream girl.. Sorry for the abrupt change... One word to describe.... Sotong... That's what I want.. Up to you to think...

Simple is perfect.... Afterall...

First...

Just passed my 100th posts... WOW!! Milestone... Went out since the morning... Seriously boring... Cant believe I am saying this, but would have rather stayed at home to complete my holiday homework... Which left quite a lot...

Ok, my three octave girl won Inkigayo today... Celebrations!!!! She deserved it, the first single award she ever received in her career, and it will certainly not be her last... Wished she could share it with me... She really still a child... Cutie... Anyway, here's her performance..

She din do it today.. Cause she has been straining her vocals... So trying to rest it... Do take care of your voice IU, and good luck in your studies...



New year coming... Groups coming out with their calendars... Here's the behind the scene of SNSD calender shoot...

Noodles... Do you love them??? I love noodles, especially when I cook them myself... Udon, Udon!!!

Lastly... JYP performing with Miss A on Sketchbook... How often do you see the BOSS performing with his employees... Lol, kind of find Fei nice looking....

Cant seem to get over her wonderful voice... Funny thing was that her mum threatened to disown IU cause she talked too much about Taeyang...LOL.. Love her..

For now...

Request..

Profile picture is her... Background picture also her... Computer background also her... Haha how interesting...

New wishes... What I wish for... Many things, but exactly what I dun noe... All I know is that I want something...

Nothing much to post about... No point straining my brains anyway... Haha, I ran 100m in 5.5s and 400m is 27s.. Believe??? No la, is my handphone app, Finger race... Is 100cm and 400 cm respectively... Hehe, I have fast fingers!!!>< Though I guess I am more well known for having fast legs...

Wilson request me to post about girls... Not what u think, is what and how I think they influence my life... Well, on this, I have not really experience it before, so not much I can say about it right?? Wait till I get one ba... That means I am available!!! Yay, finally!!! Ya right, let me find some space to fit you into my life first or maybe convince me to find some...

I think girls change my life in the way I think.. A whole new perspective... You know, a girl's view... How different our world are from their world... Erm, I shall skip the production part cause I guess you wont be interested yet... Having a girl now is good cause they are meticulous, I think, so work can be done easier sth like that... Furthermore, they are more effective a shoulder to lie on... As in vice versa too... I cant really say much cause I have not that much experience and I dun want to recall my last one cause it was not sweet... ya, most of your dun noe... I never say what... All I can say it was my fault and circumstances??? I dunnoe...

Surprising that Darrell is single.. Im not... We have rather similar personalities... Same thoughts bla bla bla... He's too busy er doing I dunnoe how to explain... Difficult to say but I know la...

Girls girls girls.... You are my booooo.... WHo knows the singer??? **

3 octave and a thought...

SISTAR

Rainbow

Miss A

CN Blue

Son Dambi

Ft. Island

SHINee

SG Wannabe

2AM

2PM

Now.. This is special... Special to me... Worth a lot to me...

Check out her three octave hit! YOU ARE MY NEW *********!

Sistar & After School & Girls Day & Rainbow & NS Yoon Ji - Special Stage

SG Wannabe & Super Junior & SHINee - My Everything

Homme - I Was Able To Eat Well

IU & Seulong - Nagging

Beast & SHINee & ZE:A - Magic Girl

T-ara - I Go Crazy Because Of You

Secret - Magic

Secret - Madonna

T-ara - Ya Ya Ya

Kara - Jumping

Kara - Lupin

SNSD - Oh, 훗(Hoot)

Super Junior - Bonamana

Thats all the performances today for the special Music Bank episode today.. Just for your to see cause there were many performances... SNSD, SHINee Super Junior all coming back, this surely cannot be missed!! The shock though, is that KARA's Lupin actually won SNSD's Hoot.. While SNSD did not disappoint by taking the No 1 spot, I was surprised that there was no 2PM songs in the top 20... Instead, Miss A performed better by taking the No 5 spot... Yep, Miss A was certainly the real bright spot this year for JYP, with 2PM faltering... At least 2AM did do well, getting a commendable second spot...

That said, just a thought of mine.. Will SNSD falter next year??? After all, it is hard to sustain and deliver up to the enormous expectations that everyone has of them... Furthermore, it is normal for people to get bored with them after a while... And with the upcoming girl groups like SISTAR, Miss A, Rainbow and f(x), can SNSD deliver??? Not to mention, there will be 5 more NEW girl groups coming out in January next year... SNSD will no doubt face strong competition and huge pressure to maintain their current status... And it does not help that a research show that SNSD may well have reached their peak already... Will SNSD be able to hold on, or crash under the sheer heavy weight of the everyone's expectation??? Tell me your thoughts on this...


Still cant get over that three octave hit... So young, so cute , so pretty, so innocent, how was that possible???

IMPORTANT..

Ok.. This only applies to kpop fans.. Tomorrow Music Bank has special performances to wrap up the year... You can watch from the stream on my blog(thank me) or on KBS world at 4.50... May start earlier so tune in earlier if you do not want to miss the following performances...

It features SISTAR, Rainbow, miss A, CNBLUE, Son Dambi, SG Wannabe, Super Junior, SHINee, Homme, IU, 2AM, F.T. Island, B2ST, 4minute, T-ara, SECRET, KARA, SNSD, 2PM, After School, Girl’s Day, NS Yoon Ji and ZE:A.

Special performances:

- SNSD (“Oh!” & “Hoot”)

- KARA (“Lupin” & “Jumping”)

- Super Junior (“BONAMANA”)

- IU & Seulong (“Nagging”)

- Homme – Changmin & Lee Hyun (“I Was Able To Eat Well”)

- After School & Rainbow & SISTAR & Girl’s Day & NS Yoon Ji

- ‘Music Bank Caramel’: SHINee & Beast & ZE:A

- SG Wannabe & Super Junior & SHINee (“My Everything”)

Also not to be missed are:
- SISTAR (“Push Push” + “How Dare You”)

- Rainbow (“A” + “Mach”)

- miss A (“Bad Girl Good Girl” + “Breathe”)

- CNBLUE (“Love” + “I’m A Loner”)

- Son Dambi (“Queen” + “db Rider”)

- F.T. Island (“Love Love Love”)

- BEAST & 4minute (“Soom” + “Huh” + Dance Performance)

- T-ara & SECRET (“I Go Crazy Because Of You” + “Magic” + “Madonna” + “Yayaya”)

- SHINee (“Lucifer”)

- SG Wannabe (“Sunflower”)

- 2AM (“Can’t Let You Go Even If I Die” + “You Wouldn’t Answer My Calls”>

- 2PM (“Without U” + “I’ll Be Back”)

That's all...

Maybe I should change my bg to IU... She has matured><

Change...

LOL.. So it was not the font huh?? Fine, So I changed the picture... Hopefully no complains anymore...

Er, the idea by Darrell and Wilson to take the MRT around Singapore still on??? I was thinking of going to T1 to see planes.. Haha..

Firstly, thanks to Seh Hian for that album... Also, how do your like the stream??? Good??? I will make it wider and a bit bigger... As long as it does not eat into my posts... Arrgh, I just shift it... Whatever...

Watching the result of my own actions now... My dear stream... Bye:) Annyeong..

And oh, dun yo think Kim Yuna is cool?? The ice skater.

KPOP

People.. Thank me... I just added a stream for KpopMUSIC SHOWS LIVE... Here,s the schedule..

Schedule (In Korean Standard Time):
Thursday - Mnet Countdown 18:00 KST
Friday - KBS Music Bank 17:50 KST
Saturday - MBC Music Core 16:10 KST
Sunday - SBS Inkigayo 16:10 KST

Korea time is an hour faster.

Thank me Kpop LOVERS!!!!!

I believe...

You’ll never enjoy your life,
living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
how you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
it’s time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines...

Try to have no regrets
even if it’s just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead
if you keep living behind

Stuck in my same position,
you deserve so much more
There’s a whole world around us,
just waiting to be explored

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now, just let it go

The world will force you to smile
I’m here to help you notice the rainbow
Cause I know,
What’s in you is out there

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines...

I’m trying to be patient, I’m trying to be patient
the first step is the hardest, the hardest
I know you can make it,
go ahead and take it

I’m Waiting, waiting, just waiting I’m waiting
I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines...

You’ll never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?

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Inspirations... Aspirations... These are needed to take us to the top... Finding them is easy... Keeping them and following them is a different story...

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Training resumes tomorrow.. Actually is yesterday, but I had to send my brother to the airport... I was in total awe... It's been a long time since I went to terminal 1.. Like probably 7 years already??? Not as fortunate as others, who can go overseas every year... Earlier this year, I went to China... Maybe u did not know, but I was not keen to coming back... I really enjoyed every moment... I not sure about you, but do you savour every moment when you leave this country???

A whole new perspective... A different view of the world... I dun frequently travel, and when I went to the airport yesterday, I had the urge to go overseas... Speaking in truth, I have only went to 2 countries in my life... So in my face, dun say what a waste u couldn't go, it was super nice...

I am not rich, neither am I poor... I am not that lucky to be able to go overseas every year or once in 2 years... Dun lament to anybody how u wished u could have gone there instead of that, because I, do not have a chance to even go where u are going...

I said it before... Dun think about what others have that you dont have, but think about what you have that others do not have... I am really saving money now, every bit possible... After the Os, if my parents permit, I plan to go solo overseas... And I am planning to do that with my friends... Will discuss with you all...

A conversation with Seh Hian yesterday made me realised something... I will keep it to myself... But I am not changing my future decision... Because, really, I dun see anything just yet that convinces me...

Next topic.. Kpop... Yep, Christmas is coming, so as expected, groups are releasing songs that are relevant to it... Group I am indulging in right now is SISTAR... New song super addictive... Crash Bora was horrendous... So painful.. There was a loud thump... Must have been really really painful... And scary to watch too...

Planning to watch new Korean dramas when I have the time... Those newly released ones... Anw, I have Twitter... Who have, pls tag and tell me ur account name or follow me... Tweet tweet....

Is this a long post??? I have a feeling it will not really be... Hows the font colour???

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I strongly believe....
that we should all be appreciated


Hwaiting!!!!!

PwettyGirl

Ho ho ho... Who is thiis pweetty girl??? Nice or not???

She is kissing ME not YOU!!!!!

Hahaha... Due to a very valuable feedback from a valued person, I decided to value his valued opinion and make valued changes... Hope you valued readers will value it...

Now I need valued opinions... The font colour, any suggestions??? I have very bad colour combinations... So ya, I need some comments and suggestions on the colour... If possible, give me the code for it too... Thank you very much....

My posts are getting shorter though I feel like I am typing longer... How ironic... Expressing my vocabulary here... Wich reminds me of the english homework.... 7 books too read... Of which, I have probably already read about 2... Phew, and oh no....

Spend 2 hours sourcing for geog articles while my neighbour's dog circled around me repeatedly... 2 hours, and I found about only FIVE articles... Furthermore, I dun even noe if it is relevant to the topic also... Just cut... LOL...

Holidays so long.. Never see me for so long.... Miss me or not??? Miss my jokes??? I noe la, life seem so happy and fruitful when you hear my jokes right??? Hahaha..

Annyeong for now, I off to do my homework.... So much, OTTOKAE???

For the other half...

Holidays are boring... Real boring... I dun know for you but for me, it's like that.. Maybe it is because I dun go out much... In the four walls of my house, all that I do these few days are doing my homework... Speaking about homework, who have any of the english books so that I can borrow them to read???

Lesser tags these days... It's the holidays so technically there should be more tags... But I guess cause have many people going overseas during this period... Or probably too busy doing homework of cca...

Spent the past few days doing homework... Completed most of physics left revision before doing those I dun noe... Math I did about 2 papers of the 4... Bio I am left with structured and revision... English, I need the books... Geog is left completely untouched... Which means I need to start tomorrow... Time to flip through newspapers... That's about it....

Dull... That's the word for my life now... I need a partner to confide in... Someone who would lend a listening ear and a shoulder when I need it... Someone to talk to, play with... It's will be interesting to share feelings with others, as you tell them your secrets and they tell you yours.. Some kind of mutual feeling and understanding... And this cannot be achieved unless it's the opposite gender... Cant even imagine how long I have not talked to any of my friends... Since Wilson left for Japan, Tuesday that is, I have not talked to anyone of my friends...

I am so tempted... Cant resist the urge... I want it... But I cant get it... It's hard to suppress the urge you know... Especially when you want it so much... Someone help me???!!!

Heloo

Hello parody as promised.. Will blog when have time... Which is probably tomorrow... Annyeong!!!

Souvenir....

Hope you people enjoyed the Lucifer parody... If you dun laugh at least once watching the video, you are not human... Unless, of course,it.s your second time watching... Next up is Hello parody , which I promise I will post on my next entry...

Holidays this is, and people around me are all going overseas... Wilson is departing tomorrow, Darrell on 26 if I am not wrong... Left me who will not be travelling out of the country this hols, as usual.... It is common for everybody to go overseas at the end of the year... For me, it is not common... Cant find a suitable word for it...

So those going overseas, MUST MUST MUST MUST buy SOUVENIRS for me hor... Something I like... I have left this country the least among all of you here... So to console me for my sad holiday which I am spending all alone, get me something I would LOVE...

Revamped.... The blog, I spend 3 hours experimenting and finally get this... Hope you like it... Though it should be Hyorin's faces, cant find a pretty and nice one.... She is not that pretty, but she is nice ok.... Haha to JYP for letting her go.... She has probably the best vocals, super strong and powerful voice.... I would dare say she is better than Taeyeon, which is better than whole of SNSD?? Ok la, she cant dance better nor look prettier, but at least she makes it up with her vocals.... SISTAR have excellent vocals I think... On the whole, just based on singing itself, shutting your eyes, I think they surpass the other girl groups...

Ah, I should stop about SISTAR here.... Addicted to them... Feedback from Wilson say I talk too little about my fwiends.... But seriously nothing to say leh... Also never go out have nothing to say... Then I have no source of inspiration in the four walls of my house for those aspiring and inspiring posts...

Left 3 weeks and I have homework to do... Must finish everything before Wilson comes back is my target... Which is on the 16??? So I have one week.... Spend study then play all the way!!!!!!! Er, have anything want me post about just tag about it and I try... For now

Na, do, say
We are B E S T SISTAR
Anihasayo SISTAR imnida!!!

Hahaha...

S.T.O.M.A.C.H.A.C.H.E!!!!!!!!!

I wanna go....

I'm going crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sistar Comeback

New fav, Hyorin. I like her voice and her wide smile.

The baby part was super funny...

Min is so cuuuuttttttttteeeee and funny!!!!

Something's wrong with me... These days, I have been flipping through the papers looking for ways that I can get to Korea... Like specific jobs or something like that.... Obsessed with the idols there... The way they are on variety shows, I actually wonder whether if it is possible to find such lively and unique girls here around me... They have a great sense of humour... There is something attractive about them to me...

Not just plainly looks... Their vocals, their talent... Everything about them amazes me... Their life seem so colourful... Frankly, I really feel like travelling around with them, staying with them, and learning about their lives, which seem all so interesting... Hectic, tiring are what we associate with stars lives..

But their personalities interest me... Maybe that's how they portray thenselves on tv.... But still,it's difficult to act while acting right??? Their real personalities are what we see in variety shows like those above... Min is playful, Jo Kwon too... Hyorin is very confident... All these can be seen... These are how they really are, not for their image...

Living here, I find life over there much more refreshing, less tiring, more of a life... Look at those stars in the idol groups, most skip school to pursue their dreams... The thought of failure did cross their mind, but that did no deter them... Because they know that they can always try again... But here, absolutely not... You have to get your studies right and done first before yo can even get started on what you really want to do in life... Following this, that means you probably spend the first 25 years of your life doing probably less that 1 percent of what you would want to do in your life....

Who to blame?? Just take it as fate that we were born here... So many privileges, but are those what we really want??? My dream is to go to Korea and live there in the future, if it still exist by then...(NK, you better not touch my beloved!!!) Open or join an entertainment company and cross my fingers and get what I have been crossing it for....

I dunnoe, maybe it's just in a heat of a moment, but this is how I feel now... I love my life, but it can be so much better... Why not make improvements??? Korea, a distant place, possess a language I do not speak and understand, yet I want to go there so much... Live there in fact... Hope that an opportunity will come and bring me there, and off I go from this place, where life seem less interesting, more mundane, with robotic people doing the same thing everyday...

End with a sad song...






Life's boring here, someone take me to Korea!!!!!!!!!!!

Plastic...

I am currently obsessed with korean girls.... They all look very pretty you know... I am not referring to the average ones though... The average is really bad, but the good is really good... But it is very hard to find a good one... So I am really crossing my fingers here... The only chance I have is to go to Korea...

Plastic surgery... An issue which we relate it to Korea... People say the good looking ones go for plastic surgery.... Recently, a Chinese girl in China died during one such surgery... She had about six before the fateful one... Then the statistics show that about 3 million people in China go for plastic surgery a year...3 million, that's more then half of this tiny island we are living on...

My view??? Koreans do undergo plastic surgery... But to a lesser extent than what we claim... Just go online and see any korean actress pictures with and without makeup... Yes you will get a shock... You will say so ugly... Then think, after going through surgery and they still look like this??? You will not think that they went for it...

Conclusion??? We only say that they go for surgery when we see someone that beautiful, something that we dun see in our everyday life... We then 'accuse' them of going for plastic surgery... So it really boils down to this, the makeup.... We say that they are ugly when they are without it, and say they go under the knife when they wear it...

Therefore, Koreans girls are pretty because they do their makeup WELL.... Without it, they look so much more different and look unlike someone who went for plastic surgery.... So how can we say they look nice because they go for surgery???? So, stop saying they are plastic...

That's it for now...(Seem to have lesser readers... only one person tagging....)

Becoming korean....

Min - Go Ahead

A song by Min of Miss A.. This was before she joined Miss A.. She debuted solo but somehow din get big.. So JYP put her into Miss A..

If you were ever wondering who Lee Min Young is(At my profile there), she is Min... You should have guessed though if you were a fan of kpop...

December's here... Time passes so fast.. First 2 weeks of hols was spent for the Os.. And I dun even know what I have done this holidays... Went swimming with Desmond and Wilson yesterday.. Forgot how to at first but soon had the hang of it... Was rather unused to the water... Been 3 years since I last entered the pool... Next up shall be bowling.... Who is with me???

Pile of homework awaiting me... Need to go borrow the english books... Need to restudy my sciences, especially physics.... Math need to revise and practise also... Wat a holiday await me...