Joking???

Alamak... Today got 'scolded' by that stupid dang wen... LOL.. Not really actually, just let him happy.. LOL... No point arguing with him.. I answer correctly he also scold.. While he scold and attempts to diminish me, I stay protected, sniggering at him in my world...

Darrell say my blog very emo... Sure bo??? Actually is sort of purposely... If only he knew why... But, no one will ever know unless I tell him.... Ok la, I take back my words... My world will have more room... I LET ALL OF YOU COME IN!!!! That sounds happier I hope.... LOL

Realised I typed a lot of LOL today... Have 4 already.... Zzzzz, seems like I am trying to make things funny...

It's really interesting when I hide into my shell and observe the things happening around me... I start to see things differently, see things that seemed that it was never there initially, and realise lots of things...

Here's one discovery... When your 'friend' say things bad about you, something like 'you suck'(u get wat I mean...), upon seeing your face, or maybe not at all, he will say just joking or just kidding... Being friends, you will just shrug it off and REALLY think he was joking... But the fact is, he means what he say... He sort of does not want you to know(maybe u noe u suck...) just to preserve that friendship...

After all, everyone does not like everyone else in some way or another.. There is no way that u will fully like a person cause everyone has flaws... So, we can be good friends, even if we dun like something about the other person, cause after all, no one is perfect...

Maybe you disagree with what I say.. But think about it... Have you ever done such a thing to someone??? When you did it, did you mean what you say??? I am sure that's a yes... Only on rare occasions that people dun mean it like when I told Darrell about it and he immediately did it...(I see his face I already want to laugh.... His______ face LOL)

Guess what I just said is not sad right??? Back to my philosophies...

Anyway, here are some wishes:

Desmond to get well soon...
Good luck to those dancing tomorrow...(Darrell I will take video)
And me myself and I to improve in watever ways...


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My World - Day 2

Thats it... I have had enough... I cant take it anymore... I am going into my own world, created by me, exist for me and have only me... The days are as long as I want... Or as short as I want... In it, I get everything I want...

There is room though... Room in this new world created by me... I only let people that I like to enter...

I cant take it anymore... I am pissed... That's why I going in back to my own world... Where I rule and no one says anything cause there is only me....

From this world, I will see the outside world and enjoy what is happening... I will be protected from my shield, the gateway to my world...

But I will be lonely myself right??? But I dont know... I am confused... I cant seem to make a decision...

Should I let people come into my world??? Maybe I should...

Guess I will create room for 5 people....

So who's interested???

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Again - Day 1

Boohooo... I am sad.. I dun noe why.. But I just have that feeling of crying... The tears seem to be on the verge of coming out whenever I see something saddening...

Again I question the reliability... The wounds of the previous mistake had not healed.. And it has been opened up forcefully again... I begin to question again... Is it?? Or is it not??? Are they??? Or are they not???

Treatment... How we treat others are how they treat us back... We are treated the way we are deserved to be treated... All those are just theory... Possibly true but very unlikely... Reality just prove everything wrong...

I gave them my heart.. The whole thing... But all I get in return is a slap on my face... I will do this for you, but let me consider first...

Was there supposed to be such a feeling??? If I have extra then I give you... Was there suppose to be such treatment, being given leftovers???

Wasnt there supposed to be no consideration, just the I will do this for you no matter what... Wasnt there supposed to be I will try to fork out the extra money just for you???

What happened??? I am forgotten... One moment he was there, the next he was not...

I realised I am not what I think I am... I was being used... Took me long to realise.... Ranking was high up the hierarchy, treatment received was what I felt he deserved... Maybe he din realise how nice I treat him, how close he was actually to him, and how I actually felt about him despite all the suans and others... But no, he took things for granted and with a mighty kick, pushed me to the bottom....

The treatment I gave him... He did not return... I gave him my heart, he return a knife, asking me to stab myself... What's this??? Can anyone tell me???

Then there is another him... Again on top of the hierarchy, but this time, even better treatment... But maybe I was being used again... This time even more... When he needed or wanted anything, I gave him, with probably no cost at all... Did I hear a thank you?? Maybe there was, but I could not hear it???

He gets the best from me, and then shrugs me off... He has done things in return.. For that, I am appreciative.. Thank you... But, is that all I deserve??? Personally I feel I deserve much more...

Maybe all these are just my one-sided thinking... Maybe I dun treat them as well as I thought I am.... Maybe that is the treatment that I should deservve.... Or maybe, I am even part of their lives...

I am sad.... My advice to everyone just falls on deaf ears... Maybe, I should talk to the wall instead.... Maybe I should not bother about others anymore...

Let people approach me and talk to me... Instead of me starting the conversation... Do you think so Winnie???

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Are you successful???

Success... What is success??? What is it exactly???

Success can be measured in many different ways... For me, it's how well I have lived and how I have made use of opportunities given to me...

Success is however seen very very differently by people... Success is now measured by how rich a person is... It is now measured by how good a job a person has... It is measured by how many certificates a person have.. It is now measured by a person's placing on planet Earth...

Success is measured in this country by the results... Everyone is result-oriented... Everyone only bothers about their results, on their marks... But not on how well they do... Ya, you can argue that marks show how well one has done... But no, this is not the way it is being viewed... MARKS are viewed of higher IMPORTANCE than how well someone has done... Everyone only cares about marks, the numbers.... How many actually reflect upon their mistakes as well as their correct answers...

Success is measured by results... Everyone studies to be successful... Fast paced society means more challenges, more competition... Everyone studies, but who truly understands and APPLY what they have learnt??? Students have become result-orientated... No more on how have you done is heard along any corridor nowadays... Instead, it's that familiar how many marks did you get... This proves my point... IT IS THE NUMBER THAT PEOPLE ARE LOOKING AT, and NOT how well one has done....

Success is now viewed as the number that one obtains... Leading to a result-orientated society that only work for numbers... Numbers are seen too 'highly' by students and adults alike... It is only a mark, sort of something that actually allows one to have a rough idea how well one has done...

But time has let to evolutions... This mark becomes what people see... Success is measured by that mark... All that every single student cares about is that mark, that number...

Success should not be measured in terms of results or wealth....

Success should be measured based on how well you have lived your life to the fullest... You come into this world with nothing and leave with nothing... Even if you are the richest man, you cant bring your wealth into the grave with you... All you leave is a legacy and memories...

Compare a man who have slogged his guts out to be rich to one that lives day by day and enjoys every moment... Who is more successful???

The narrow minded would say the rich man... Few would say the latter... I would say the latter...

He is happy everyday... He loves what he is doing.... He enjoys every single precious second of his life... The rich man is happy to be rich... But that is only after he is rich... While he is slogging, he is complaining about the amount of work to be done... He is happy, but only when he is rich... During the process though, do you people think he is happy???

Success, in my opinion, is measured by how you have made full use of every single day of your life... Living it to the fullest and tasting and savouring every single moment....

To be successful is to be successful in your own life... Being happy... Making full use of your time... Enjoying everything that you do... That's how you measure your success...

There are 2 types of people... One that view success like me and the other, the result orientated...

So, which do you belong in???

Are you one that view wealth as important????

Or do you believe in living every single moment of your life???

How successful do you think you are???


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On my way home...

Interesting... 5 minutes ago the blog count was 496... Now it's 510... Who keep refreshing ah??? LOL... Now not accurate....

Anyway, I have not been posting for quite a while cause I cant use computer as my brother was sort of hogging it for his projects... Never mind that though I think and noe half the time he is on msn and facebook...

Results are out officially... No A1, two A2 and the rest are Bs, Cs and special D and E... I have never gotten D and E before... Here's the resolution... They are going to be the first and last I am going to get... It better be...

Sometimes it hurts when someone tries to console you but unknowingly it actually hurts you even more... I got BAD results... People say dun be sad la and other consoling stuffs bla bla bla... But guess what, it pains me even further... That's why I din answer... Sometimes, maybe, is it better not to butt into other's business??? I dun noe.. Tell me anyone???

Went home alone today... As usual... No friends as usual... Darrell asked if I wanted to eat lunch at dun noe what you call that(actually i noe but lazy to type out the spelling since it's not english).... Sort of too late though.. I may have gone IF I was asked out earlier....

I dun blame him though.. Friends probably find me a nuisance when eating with me... Cannot go this cannot go there cause Nigel cant eat this and that.... in the end, everyone settles down and eat something other than what they would have prefered... THIS IS WHY I always turn down offers of meals(Ain't I a good friend, so considerate... LOL).... Any appreciative fellows out there??? I guess no one bothers anyway...

Took a bus and spent the ride eavesdropping on a conversation between a fat girl and a supposedly suai guy(I din see him at first...) The girl was saying how she would kill herself rather than be with that suai guy as the last two person on earth... Then they talked about how probably half the school of girls like that suai guy... LOL...

Let me say something first... I am SUPER OBSERVANT... When I am especially quiet, I am actually observing things, picking out small details.... Even when I am not, I am still good enough... RIGHT DARRELL??? I could be a detective next time.. Hehe....

Back to the topic... The girl said IF she slim down and become super chio, she will never fall fot the suai guy no matter how he chase her... The suai guy still can say she sure fall for him(10/10 for thick skin)... The girl kept asking the suai guy questions...

"When you walk on the streets, you see a super chio girl, will you ask for her number??" The reply was the arrogant of course la... Then the suai guy boast about how he walk on the street girl ask for his number... On one occasion he reject then the girl went to ask his friend for his number....

He probably realised that I was listening and both went to sit at the back of the bus... LOL.. Took them 30 minutes to realise that I was listening... The fat girl went on saying about how the suai guy sucks in front of his face... LOL..

OF COURSE, I heard the conversation when it started for like 15 seconds I already noe the girl like the suai guy... So obvious, yet the suai guy dun noe... When she say a lot of girls like him, he still pretend where got and ask for evidence... I noe deep in his heart he is actually very happy... LOL...

Then I had to get down the bus.. Not wanting to miss the look that attracts so many girls, I turned and looked... Wish I had not.... Anti climax....

Given his looks, Darrell and I would have attracted all the girls of his school(percentage split is up to you to think, but my is certainly not below 30%)....

Rating for him:3/10(sehh would have gotten 12/25 of the girls)
But 200/10 for thick skin... Or either he has no skin... As for the girls that like him, no eyes ba... LOL

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Words that I kept.....

Funny how things are after the exams.... Something seems to be missing in my life... I have that odd feeling that I need something and want it badly.... But I dun noe what that is...

Life goes up and down... The upwards journey is always tiring, arduous and strenous(same meaning???)... The downward is free falling, happening so fast that you dun noe the process and only experience the result.... Scratches, scars and everything else that might hurt....

Simple is perfect.... Is it??? I think I should just be simple... I think too much... I am indecisive... I am hesitant... I daydream too much...

Advice that I give to people often fall on deaf ears... So I have decided to leave others alone... My affairs now are currently in need of MUCH MORE help and focus of myself than me actually bothering about other people...

Saying what I am going to do does not help... When we say we set out to do this, truth is we will never do it... This is typical... All talk and no action is the trademark... Everybody says but no ones does anything....

No point saying that you will do something when in the end you do nothing about it... Plain saying does not help... Action is needed... We say we want to do this this this and that so as to make life better bla bla bla... It's all crap... Really...

I am really a 'genius'.... Ya right.... I should have realised it long ago.... Words are worthless... There is no value in it... It's what I call empty talk...

Life is not all about saying what you want it to be like, how you are going to go about doing it and then crying over the difficulties that make you stumble....

Life is about breaking boundaries... Breaking your own boundaries... Surpassing your limits.... Unleashing your true potential, no matter how insignificant it may be to others... What's small to others could be big to you...

Our life is enclosed in an invisible cage... Break out of it... Then we will truly experience what LIFE is... TRUE LIFE....

Boundaries restrict us.... No one breaks it... Everyone is just happy to cry about it, say what they want to do about it and guess what??? NOTHING happens....

Boundaries are what I need to break...

Limits to surpass....

My resolve is stronger.... I am going to be what I want to be.... Simple to me now is just perfect....

An answer... IS IT ME????

Random...

5 Facts about my name(Nigel Tan)

38% of the letters are vowels. Of one million first and last names we looked at, 38.4% have a higher vowel make-up. This means it is well envoweled.

In ASCII binary it is... 01001110 01101001 01100111 01100101 01101100 00100000 01010100 01100001 01101110

Backwards, it is Legin Nat... nice ring to it, huh?

In Pig Latin, it is Igelnay Antay.

People with this first name are probably: Male. So, there's a 98% likelihood they sweat just thinking of the price of shaver blades.

Meaning of my name

Forename:
Origin: Latin
Meaning: Dark

Surname:
Origin: Chinese origins - from the name of the state of Tan during the Zhou dynasty. Wu Wang, who established the Zhou dynasty in 1122 B.C., gave the state of Tan to a descendant of the model emperor Yu (2205?2198 bc), with the status of Viscount. Descendants adopted the name of the state Tan as their surname.

Your personal power animal is the Siberian Chipmunk

Your 'Numerology' number is 1. It would mean that you are ambitious, independent, and self-sufficient. Although you are generally happy, loving, dynamic and charismatic, you can sometimes be egotistical, selfish and melodramatic.

According to the US Census Bureau°, 0.006% of US residents have the first name 'Nigel' and 0.0089% have the surname 'Tan'. The US has around 300 million residents, so we guesstimate there are 2 Americans who go by the name 'Nigel Tan'.

LOL!!!!!

Melting Ice....

The rain pelted down, lashing out heavily at me... The lightning woke me from my senses... The thunder rumbled, trying to remind me of something... I finally saw it.... My future was being destroyed... In my own hands....

A rude awakening was what I received today... I always said I was not bothered about results... It remains the same now... But failing is something that have made my head turn.... While people are breezing through, I am struggling...

A call for a change was what I received today... I saw how others are struggling, but I am doing worse... No better.... I feel like crying... Its been a long time....

Each tear that drops has a meaning... Each tear has a lesson.... It makes me stronger and wiser than before.... Each tear brings me closer to my dreams... It makes me realise that no mistakes and heartbreak can take away what I am meant to be....

Self discipline and procrastination.... The reasons for my fall.... I lack self discipline.... I cant pull myself away from my desires.... Procrastinating too.... I always thought there is a tomorrow.... And many more days ahead....

But something dropped on my head... It hurt.... But it was a gift.... Made me realise that this is it... This can continue no more....

Punishment is swiftly given to me...

The reality check:
1) No more floorball as stick will most probably be confiscated
2) Pulling out of school training
3) A self made revision timetable
4) Distractions are out... Games television will be reduced to weekends...
5) Less free time

Focus is what I need now.... My dream is simple... I can pull out of school now.... But no... I will not... The first major challenge in life, I cant quit....

Self discipline MUST and WILL be instilled into me... NO MORE PROCRASTINATING.... Relaxation will only be 'given' when I deserve it... For now, I will continue to strive....

As I looked up in the sky, the stars twinkle.... They seem to be encouraging me.... Dun give up is what I hear....

Perseverance, determination.... I have fallen... But that will only make me return as a stronger person....

Hwaiting!!!!

All that is left....

The light flickers... It gets dimmer and dimmer.... Darkness starts to enclose this hope of mine.... I start lighting up candles... More and more so that the path can be seen... But it is blown out by the person that needs it... It's getting faint.... I have to make my decision... To throw a torchlight that will hurt his pride so badly cause he believes he can get out himself???? Or to just leave him in a lurch, to fend for himself???

It's tough... I try so hard... But my efforts go down the drain... I wear this mask in front of him... Partially true, partially false... I wish it was truly true, but it cant be.... I try to understand him... But this coat that he wear hides everything about him.... He is in front of me, but all I can see is this mask in front of me.....

How he feels.... I really dun noe... He asks for light... I give him... Then he throws it away right in front of me.... I pick it up and give it to him again.... He drops it and forgets about it.... I added in part of my soul, my true feelings into it.... But the new light is again rejected....

All I can see in him is darkness.... The light that used to be in him is growing faint.... He is trying to find an alternative light.... But he does not realise that it brings him darkness.... Everyone has different lights that lead them to the right path... However, following other's light have dire consequences....

Darkness envelops him.... He is feeling the effect of wanting other's light.... I throw him a torch with the light that belongs to him.... But he refuses to take it....

Now's the hard part...

Should I throw in a rope together with the light???

Or let nature take its own cause and let him see his own light???

But I am afraid his vision is engulfed.......

(~_~)

Masks...

Played inter-class soccer on Friday and our class won.... Yayyy!!! The class has finally proved something to others... 5-0 is not a finals score.... It was more like a friendly.... Will always remember my 8-15 seconds goal that brought the team into the finals... Dribbling past THREE players before scoring.... Then it happened and my face is partially swollen now...

Mask
Everyone we see now, their face is covered in a mask... Who we noe are not what they actually are... It just what they portray... What they want us to noe about them.... We never really understand anybody... That's cause only only we noe ourselves... Who we are to others are not who we are to ourselves...

The expressions on our faces tell the whole story sometimes... But then again, we can fake a smile or pretend to be angry... We can laugh off criticism.... But are those the true feelings??? Or just the mask on our faces, hiding our true expressions???

The mask makes everyone scary... We know not of their true intentions.... We noe NOTHING about them... The expressions may be real... But what if it's not??? We cant tell what another truly is, what he truly means.... Misunderstandings thus occur... This happens when the person pulls off his mask and truly is himself....

A person may wear his mask all the time and not want people noe who he is... Anger is the only enemy of the mask... It causes it to vanish, unleashing the true person that we all dunnoe... It shows the purest form of a person...

To be who we really are, we need to take off this mask.... To stop trying to be somebody but be ourselves... The mask conceals our true identity, who we really are... It impedes our progress to be truly ourselves...

Tearing this mask off will be painful.. Reality will hit you hard... U will realise that no one noes you actually... But there will be no gain without pain... People will truly noe you for who you are...

This mask.... Is it time to take it off???

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Betrayal...

Very long never post... Been busy studying... Cant believe that word came out of my mouth....



Bad Girl, Good Girl by new group Miss A.

"You dun noe me...... so shut up boy......" Some of the lyrics that mean a lot to me... I find it rather inspiring??? Dun noe what word to use...

It's true that people dun noe you... Not even yourself noe yourself....(Wat am I talking about???) Sometimes, we find that others just dun seem to understand you and get frustrated... But, do remember, you are also learning more about yourself everyday.... And for people that noe you for less time compared to you yourself, we need to understand that too...

Today, I witnessed a betrayal, or suspected, that happened to one of my friends... He still doesn't noe... I am in a dilemma... Shld I tell him or not??? But I dun want to interfere... Seriously, it's none of my business... Anyone tell me what to do??? Instincts tell me to let it flow... Not to interfere... I shall trust that... Hopefully, everything will turn out right... So my friends, you may be that person betrayed... Just warning you, not scaring you... Things are not as simple as they seem...

"You dun noe me...." You never noe what another person really is... Everything we see are just images, masks that cover up what they really think...

Be warned, be careful... But dun be overly cautious... Dun start being suspicious... Trust your FRIENDS.... How ironic.... Some things are better if it's kept unknown I guess...

~Haizzzz~

Whip 30...

As promised, I have posted pictures of my new stick... Admire.... Haha....

Whip 30

Blue blade that was initially pink....

Tadaaaa.... My new stick... A bit blur though...

Finally....

A really tiring day for me yesterday... I am nearly dozing off while typing this post out... Feeling very irritated now because my privacy of using the computer is being intruded by my brother who is playing handphone(LOL grow up???)... I dun sit next to him when he uses the com, even if I do, when he asks me to leave, I will... But he is pissing me off now... As usual... I hate people that shake their legs... And at the corner of my eyes, I really feel like bashing him up... Many times already..... But I will keep cool and calm... Relax....

Dun want talk about him... Spoil my day.... My day was rather fruitful... Morning went to school for celebrations which were a waste of time.... LOL... Then, I went to buy a NEW STICK!!!! Finally got a new stick... It's a Whip 30 I think... It's pink and had a pink blade INITIALLY... I obviously changed the blade to a brilliant blue... It's damn nice... Will take a photo and let you see... Really have to thank Darrell for bringing me there and partially helping in choosing the stick... I also have to say thanks to Desmond, Derek, Eugene, Wilson and You Hong for accompanying me there.....

Spent like about 2 hours at fatpipe choosing stick and learning new stuff... Keith really made Darrell look ordinary... His airhooking and shots, only have one word.... Amazing.... But I am still going to learn from Darrell first... Before going on to the next level... So dun be stunned by my ability.....(LOL thick-skinned)

After that went to watch Salt... Was not bad, all the action... But the ending.... Looks like there is going to be a Salt 2... Lol, cheat my money....

Anyway, I going to practise floorball... So those that one just tell me then come my house practise together....

Now, let me go back to think of the next inspirational post I am going to write.... Wait to be inspired people.....(LOL again Thick skin....)

~IcePrince~

Perspective as it should be....

I have been talking about perspective... Hopefully, you all agree with what I think... Closely linked to perspective is life... Our perspective on life... How we see our life... What we do to change our life...

I always believe that we should be happy with what we have... I always think how fortunate i am to have something that others do not have... If you feel like you lag something in your life, for example a girlfriend, look around you... How many people are like you??? Do they have girlfriends??? Is their life like yours because of that of are they living maybe better than you??? Having a girlfriend is a plus, a privilege... You will not die now not having one... Same for other things... You may want something so much, but will you die without it???

Remember, we enter the world with nothing and leave the world with nothing... If we are able to live without that certain something when we are born, why cant we live without it now?? As we grow up, the things that we want also increase... But it is a want, not a need...

Whenever you lament about what you do not have, dun you find yourself wasting time??? Why dun you spend that time to think, instead, of what you have that others do not have??? We all are very fortunate, just that we dun appreciate what we have... Isn't it odd that people always complain and sigh about what they dun have, but not complain that they have too much of what others do not have???

From here, we can see that we dun treasure what we have... This is because we dun noe the importance and value of what we have for a very simple reason, cause we have it..... Only when we not have something then will we have that sense of longing, craving for it...

If you have what others have, then think about this.. What then makes you stand out among others if you all have similar things??? Are you going to be special??? Or just plain ordinary, common, and having nothing outstanding to prove yourself??? If we are not meant to have something, so be it... It is all fated... Yes, you can do something about... But at the end of the day, your efforts will be fruitless...

Time.... That is the pivotal thing... Only time can let you get what u THINK you want... Only when the time is right, then will everything fall into place... I dun have a girlfriend, Darrell too... But are we unhappy??? NO... And why??? Because we know when it's time to have one, we will have one... No point trying to force something that you really cannot do anything about... Darrell and I may not have what others have in terms of a girlfriend, but I dare say that we are as happy or even happier than those that have...

Life should be taken seriously, but not too seriously... Let everything happen naturally... Let it flow... All the pieces will fall into place... Just wait... Time determines everything... Patience is what we need.... No point complaining and spending all your time trying to get something when you noe you wont get it NOW... Focus your attention on the things more important in your life currently....

~IcePrince~

Perspective Part 2...

Perspective is the certain way that people perceive something to be... Different people have different views on the same issues... it's hard to reach an agreement or compromise... However, it actually opens up the way to finding the right 'answer'...

Yesterday, during lessons, Darrell and I exchanged pointers over a certain issue... Is it a need or want to wear clothes??? His stand was that it was a need, my stand was that it was a want... I asked him what he meant by 'need'... He said that a 'need' is something that we cant live without.... Noticing where I was going towards, he said that it was a need as society see it as a need... We cant go naked on the streets right?? I then asked him what he thought was a need in life... Water, air, food... He din mention clothes.... There, I prove my point.... Sensing defeat, he said, we cant go naked in society right??? Yep, that is reasonable and acceptable... I said that it was a want as we can live without clothes... We would not die if we dont wear clothes right??? Darrell insisted that even so, we STILL cant go out naked in the public... Point accepted...

Both of us make sense.... We just have different perspective on a certain issue.. However, through the debate, I reached a conclusion... Wearing clothes is a SOCIAL NEED, but a life's WANT... That's why we choose what clothes we wear right??

Two different views can bring us to a better perspective.. Maybe bring us even closer to the actual perspective, the way it was meant to be... So, share your views... NO VIEW IS WRONG... By sharing, everyone learns... Perspective is important... It determines what you are, who you are and what you THINK...

~IcePrince~

Perspective...

Life is simple yet people make it so complicated.. Why make it complicated when it's simple and then complain about??? It all boils down to human perspective... Perspective... What is perspective?? It is a view of something in a certain way... People have many different views on a certain issue.. This leads to differing perspectives... As a result, a simple issue is made complicated... Life becomes complicated also...

Perspectives are affected by many external factors, for example, influence... Influence can cause a person of a majority to think in the same way, which in this case, a more complicated way... Things are very simple but people make them complicated... One example that is rather familiar is studies... The original view of studies is to learn something right??? But these days, people are viewing it as a process to obtain good results... The common idea is now twisted to getting good results and not learning something new... Studies have become results based, not process based...

Two examples of the evolution of the perspective is Kenneth and Khar Tsin... Being close to Kenneth, I know that he wants to get good results.. And as a result, he studies very hard... Therefore, his perspective on studying is now to obtain good results, the norm now.. Khar Tsin is also very result oriented.. Like Kenneth, he cares a lot about his results till he can take his own life... He studies hard to get the good results.. From them you can see the perspective that they have towards something...

The change is perspective has led to the process being neglected, treated with little importance and the result being twisted... Perspective makes life difficult and complicated... But without it everything will become common, everyone thinks the same way and life will be boring... Only with the existence of differing perspective can life be interesting, no matter how complicated...

~IcePrince~